My 22nD BiRtHdAy

woohoo~ my 22nd bday~ got my 1st bday cake for the yr on 16th sep, after work at JUST.... frm my dearest ah min...she's working part-time at JUST too.. but opposite block, not same as me. anw, we met up after work at JE mac and tada!
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~such a beautiful cake~

~say cheese~

~make a wish and blowwwwwwwwwwwwwww~

~tt's me and my ah min~
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and on the eve of my bday, my another 2-more-mths-to-a-decade-old-friend smsed me and wanted to meet me at my void deck. yeppp.... tt's wanling who stays at the block opposite mine. hehehe... still rem the days we went to sch togther so darn bloody early in the morning. haha

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and... she gave me these!
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wanling....................... i know i got myself "apple" as my english name and i know i like very "wahhhh" stuff... but, do u need to get me such flashy and striking accessories??????????? i was rather shocked when i opened the box lorr.. i knew it's some kind of accessories, but i expected the nomal silver type... din expect to be so big and bright red! hahahahha...but they r really pretty lar.. and for ur sake, i will wear. actually, the earrings i alr started wearing. but the necklace not yet. hehe. i really like them. thanks soo much!
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and besides the v flashy accessories, our ever so gourmet wanling also diy these for me...
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~melted marshmellow with coco pops~
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~close up~

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so so very sweet of her. very touched. thanks soo much wl! and i thank god for giving me such frens.
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and then.. on the actual day.. i received my 2nd bday cake at work.

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my department has this practice to buy cake and celebrate bday. so, though i am still quite new, they still bought a cake and celebrated for me. and.. i treated them all to apple pies. hehehe..
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looks like some kind of mac b-day party, doesnt it??
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~tt's me with my apple-pie surrounded cake~
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after work, met hubb.... and received my 3rd cake for the yr.

~sorry abit mushy~
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if u notice, im at the boot of a car.. duhhh.... this boy... wanted to be romantic... drove all the way up to mount faber.. but im never the romantic sort. mount faber??? so many mosquitoes lorr... and no good place to sit.. ended up cutting the cake at the boot of the car~ diaoo~ but it's the tot tt counts. v contented liao~

~my silly boy and i ~
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~and tt's my present! samsung u700. yea! ~
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tt's abt all the celebrations... some presents i received..

~samsung u700~ (shouldnt have got a new phone... cuz im so keen in using it.. and tt caused my current month's bill to be doubled of wad i always paid! wad the.... )
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~adidas watch frm sis!~


i always love watch with big face. makes my hand looks smaller. hehe~

a necklace frm ma and pa. very special pendent. it's a small heart inside a big heart. then the small heart can be pushed out de. and the small heart has 2 sides. one side has only one small diamond, and the other sides many crushed diamonds. v nice~

as for bro, he gave me $20 as bday gifts. hehehhe~

o, and there was this male colleague who bought me a top. hheheheh... don tink haywire. is a male, but is a very elder male. old enuff to be my pa and every one addresses him uncle lek. a nice guy.. din expect him to buy me anything.. and the top... it's $33... not cheap lor. v nice of him. i juz gave him an apple pie and he gave me a present. hmmm.. think must treat him to lunch 1 day le.

o, and if u all notice.. all my cakes are chocolate de!!! yeahh!! my fave!

yepp... tt's abt all on my 22nd b-day. and of cuz, not forgetting all the well-wishes smses frm all my frens out there. thank you all!!!!

BoOhOoOo !!

sian.. tdy the head suddenly asked me to help her record voicemail. u knw, every dept has this voicemail system, and always got this voicemail msg to tell u to leave a voicemail and will get back to you asap, tt type? she chosen 3 person and i was one of them. so had my voice recorded. but in the end, my voice was not used. boohoo!

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it's nothing really super great to be chosen, but then, it doesnt hurt rite? it will be fun if i can call in and listen to my own voice everytime. all pple who call in will be able to hear my voice lorr.. not bad rite???? but then, i wasnt the chosen one. haii~ boo~ boo~ boo!!

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rather disappointed. but i tried recording the msg again on my hp.. and compared it to the chosen girl's. indeed, her's is better. i sounded rather wierd. maybe my prof was rite.. there was this prof.. who mentioned tt i got short tongue. never in my life did anyone sd tt to me, but he did. and i suspected it myself too.. cuz sometimes when i speak, i feel i cannot articulate the words properly. the words like kenna "eaten" by me.. hmmm.. got to pratice reading aloud liao. lol~

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anw, i lost the opportunity to have my voice heard by the many pple out there. hrmp.

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tdy's andy lau's birthday. if im not wrong, he should be celebrating his 46th bday. exactly 2 cycles b4 me. old enuff to be my dad. but.. he's still my idol. hahaha~ happy birthday andy!

EyeBroWs

tdy went to have my red specs redone. yes, it's their fault and they r going to redo it for me foc. nw gotta wait for another wk b4 i can take it back. and i took the chance to fix some of my old specs. got one fixed and nw, i got another pair of specs to wear le. yeah!

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after tt, went to this shop to have my eyebrows trimmed. last sat i already walked passed the shop and was really interested cuz apparently, the customers there had their eyebrows nicely done. but of cuz, those customers were not juz trimming their eyebrows, but is 植眉-ing.. basically is to "input" fake hair into ur eyebrows. i had no intention of doing tt and i'll explain later. but anw, i decided to have my eyebrows trimmed there. and......

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it was a bloody wrong decision.

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throughout the whole trimming process, the 2 ladies were pyschoing me to do the 植眉. and... the way they used to psycho, was to tell me how bad my eyebrows looked! said my eyebrows r soooooo thin till they cannot be seen, and tt the hair are soooo fine. then said the bone at my eyebrow there is tutted out.. v difficult to draw nice brows. then my face shape is broad and tt i got big nose. all these were still fine. the most frustrating thing was................ she said im conservative! she said she's even more open than me and tt im old-fashioned (not the exact words, but is tt meaning!) and plain.. she said i should learn how to doll myself up and spending $150 on the eyebrows is definitely worth the money. and... and..... and.................................she said "你是马来西亚人horr........"

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****faint****

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i got nothing to say.

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i will rather burn the $150 than to let them go into her pocket.

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and... the trimming was not well done at all! i should have juz gone back to the shop i went the prev time.

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it doesnt pay to be adventurous.

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and... of cuz i will not be silly enuff to 植眉 at tt kind of shop. needles pocking into the skin.. don even know if they sterilised the needles.

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but 植眉 is not a bad idea. i agree with them tt eyebrows are v impt. and i really sucks at drawing brows. it will be nice if my eyebrow can permanently be in a nice shape. hmm.. but where will be a gd, safe and cheap place to do it?

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towards the end of the day, kidda lose temper with hubb. haii. dont knw why.. think im too tired le. and my legs hurt frm walking so much in the high heels. these days, im always tired when i go out with him. he's complaining already. but no choice leii.. been working for the whole day, of cux tired de, rite? and.. hubb seemed to be getting more and more intolerable with my shopping habits. nw shopped for a while he also bu shuang le. haii.. sad..

HaPpY LanTeRn FesTiVaL

it's lantern festival! wahahha.. actually nothing so exciting la. in fact, over the yrs, lantern festival seems to be less and less re4 nao4. i remembered when i was younger, during lantern festival, near the mkt there, there will be celebrations goin on. got bbq sessions and free lanterns and candles to be given out. then there'll be many pple playing lanterns and candles and the whole place will be sooo bright. but recent yrs, no more such celebrations le. juz nw walked passed the spot.. got kids playing la, but not as many already.

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i used to celebrate lantern festival too. i remembered when i was real young, i used to take part in those lantern parade. tt kind where many many pple will hold lanterns and walk together. haha.. i remembered at that time, there was this "most beautiful lantern" award competition or something like tt.. then dad used to bring me for those parades.. but i cant really remember le.. v v vague alr..

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then there was a yr.. when i was still in pri sch.. i remembered wanting to meet a gal who stays near me to play lantern. but in the end she did not show up and i played with another gal instead. something like tt de.. again, really vague already.

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but there was something tt i will always remember. there was a year.. when i was still in sec sch... after sch... me and my dear old frens shimin and wanling wanted to go somewhere to celebrate lantern festival. but somehow... we ended up at the wooden benches at my void deck chatting. it's like soo off lorr.. lantern fest yet the 3 of us, in our uniforms, sitting at void deck chatting. haha.. wad a way to spend the fest. i believe this silly incident will always remain in our minds. sooo memorable.

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and every yr, ma will still buy me a lantern. haha.. i guess in her eyes, im forever a kid?

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*tt's my lantern for this yr. interesting le ba? haha ~

and today.. im really really tired at work. and for the 1st time, time seemed to pass extraordinarily slow. i wonder why....

TiMe

time passes soo fast ... monday's over again. v soon will be wkend again. hehehe.. and very soon will be payday again! actually not so soon lar.. 2 more wks b4 payday again. boo~

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it's really horrible how fast time is passing. september's coming to an end, and we'll be entering the last 3 mths of the yr. it's like we juz counted down during the new yr lorr... suddenly it's gonna be new yr again ?! tmr will be mooncake festival.. but i tot lunar seventh juz passed? it's like soo soo fast. cannot take it man.. im 22 yrs old? woah... it's scary scary scary ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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WoRkiNg At JuSt

worked at JUST today. not too bad. juz photocopying and clinic sessions. not too many clinic also, which is a gd thing. took this sec 2 boy.. asked me abt electric circuits.. o man... i simply crapped my way thru. seriously cannot remember... anyway, back in sch, electricity is one of my worse topics. resistors...potential difference.. current... ohm's law... OMG! think i gotta tell them tt in future, sec 1 is the max i can go. sec 2 and above i cannot make it already. lol~ to think im a uni grad... haii..

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my sub-head was telling me tt she needs to plan the schedule for next month and was asking if i wanna work next month. hmm.. 人是犯贱的.. though i am complaining abt the low pay and the boring stuff.. i do harbour the tot of working on all sundays in oct. can earn more, y not? stay at home, though can rest, but... i dont really need so much rest time, do i? but i must admit.. i lost alot of personal time. wkends seemed extraordinarily short. it was friday and i was so happy. suddenly, it's gonna be monday again. o man~ and.. i used to buy breakfast for ma and pa on sundays.. nw tt im working on sundays, ma gotta go down and buy. hmm.. xing ku for her. and no one helps her to sweep and mop floor le. haii.. but i guess she'll understand de rite? i'm working so hard, partially also for them ma. if i got more money, then i can give them more every mth too, rite?

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anyway, sub-head was saying tt the main-head got something to tell me and it's supposed to be a secret. hehehe.. are they going to give me a pay-rise? wad can be a secret, rite? must be a pay rise la!!!! hhahhahaha... if it's true, then it's darn gd la.. but then... 无缘无故 y got pay-rise? haii.. i better not think too much.. else 空欢喜一场. juz wait and see wad they going to tell me ba.

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after work ate dinner with hubb and his family. hubb treated. he's quite a nice boy.. every nw and then will give his family a treat. gd boy gd boy.

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it's the start of a new week. may it be a great wk ahead! jiayou!!!

DisaPpOinTmEnT

I am soooo disappointed..... with my new specs..... it's .... it's.... haii....

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everything is perfect, except for the lens.

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i should have listened to hubb and gave it a thorough check b4 i collected it. i should have realised tt there r scratches on one of the lens. i should have rejected the specs.

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nw, gotta waste another trip down to get them to get it done. hopefully it's juz something minor and i do not have to wait for a wk again. hopefully they'll admit it's their fault and get it redone for me.

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yes. it's their fault. they have to get it done, no matter wad. if not, i'll juz make a scene at their shop and scare all the customers away.

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tt lady who passed me the specs. she should have seen the scratches on the lens. she must have seen it, since she was the one who checked the specs b4 passing to me. so y din she say anything? did she purposely not tell me, hoping tt im those who will juz accept the flaw? if she thinks so, then she's juz too wrong.

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cuz, i spent so much on it... there is NO WAY tt i will accept a flaw tt is not created by me. they have to get it redone, no matter wad.

WoRk

i actually wanna blog on my bday.. but some pics were taken with bro's camera and he took the camera with him.. hence cannot d/l.. nw only got pics tt were taken with my camera. so shall wait till all the pics r available then blog ba.

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nw blog abt work ba. hmm.. work's getting better alr. i'm getting the hang of it. colleagues also getting better. everything is fine at the mmt. again, the only concern is the self-value-adding part. it's really a simple job and doesnt really add to my resume. i don knw where i can go frm here. wonder wad am i going to say in my next interview.. how to let the next employer knw tt wad im doing nw is useful to them...

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mmm.. but at the mmt, im doing fine. the job is ok, the pay is ok, the pple is ok, everything is ok. wad else am i asking for? i must at least stay on the job for half yr. earn the money 1st. tt's the v v least. after half yr, then c hw. who knows? scully v soon i'll get promoted and will be doing challenging stuff ?! hhaaha..

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it's late.. im getting cranky again.

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and.. im really tired these days. i looked into the mirror.. am i ageing? or rather, am i ageing at an incred speed? the dark rings under my eyes, the puffy eyes, the pale face and lip color..

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ok.. i know i deserve it. i am the one who chose such a lifestyle...slowly slogging my life away.

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but, i know.. when i spend on things i like and i want, everything is worth it.

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yes. i know.

WiSh LisT

i finally bought a new specs.. and it's............ RED in color.. woohoo... v hip ba???? hahahahah... i only wish i dare to wear it out. im always buying very "wahh" stuff.. but in the end, don dare to wear out. lol~ i hope i wont do tt to my RED specs.. it's not cheap afterall. i must make it a point to wear it at least 2x a wk. cannot always wear contact lens... my eyes r so very tired. they deserve a break. collecting the new specs this coming sat. some previews 1st. haha

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so that's one thing off my wish list. mmm.. consider it a bday gift i bought for myself ba. :)
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another thing that is on my wish list - hp. since don know when, i have been using v old phones. nw... v soon.. in 2 days time.....i'll be able to have a brand new phone! hehhee... all thanks to hubb! yep, he's buying me a hp for bday! yeAH! 万岁!!
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so that's another thing off my wish list. yeah!
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on sunday went back just education to work. mm... am i really wasting my time there? i can easily earn like $20 per hour giving tuition... so y am i working so many hrs for only a little money. does not make economic sense. and .. it's really boliao stuff that im doing there. tt day they sent me to the cck branch cux not enuff manpower there. ended up giving clinic sessions and photocoying materials. those kids.. they r lucky man.. outside i charge $20 per hr.. yet nw they get my tuition foc.. hahha.. i sound like some super expert tutor hor?? but then again, at least every min im earning money. if stay at home, even more bo liao, rite? mmm.. following 2 sundays also gotta work. see how ba. i don mind photocopying stuff.. but i don like to give clinic sessions. and.. was looking thru the A-Maths textbk. everything looked so foreign. did i ever learn those things when i was in sec 3 and 4? gosh.. i really cannot recall learning lor.. it's scary u know.. u opened up the bk that u were supposed to have learnt everything inside previously juz to realise tt everything looked so foreign and u cannot rem a damn thing. gosh. it's juz scary.
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and on sunday, after work, met up with shimin to celebrate bday. got my 1st cake for this year. hehe.. will post photos later on.

PaMpEriNg MyseLf

today marks the completion of my 1st mth at work. actually, to be specific, is tmr la.. cuz on 13th aug, i actually went for orientation and not work. but then, it doesnt matter. still counted as 1 mth le. lol~ and today i finally managed to get my record black! yea! finally man... phew.. but i know, it's a on and off thing la. cant really maintain black everyday since it's really quite demanding. anyway, i'll continue to jiayou.

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today after OT.. wanted to go home le.. on the bus was feeling hungry.. and suddenly, i had a chong dong to treat myself to something nice. and so, i alighted at bugis and treated myself to sakae sushi! haha.. hmm.. 1st time i ate alone in a restuarant... somemore in town area. lol~ abit weird la.. cuz apparently no one is alone, except me. but then, i did enjoy totally. ate 3 plates of my favorite salmon sushi, 1 chawanmushi, and 1 fried potatoe. totally satisfied and full. actually wanted to have a plate of salmon sashimi, but decided it's too ex and im really full alr. hhehehe...

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i always believe in working hard but at the same time, compensate self by treating self to gd things. once in a while go for gd food, buy something nice for self, not too much rite? if work so hard, in the end still scrimp and scrap, then wad's life all abt? no motivations at all alr... so, work hard, but at the same time, must pamper self once in a while. like tt then life will be happy and there r motivations to continue to work hard, dui bu dui? afterall, it's money tt i earned hard for, of cux i must benefit from those money i earned.

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and..... it's great to have spending power. :)

No-LiFe

im now leading a life which hubb refers to as "no life". o well... tt's wad he tot.. but i think it's great. basically im planning to work at least 2 OT per week, tuition on wed and sat, and back to just education on sunday. hahha.. nutcase? actually not.. anyway, stay at home also nothing to do and no one ask me out. mite as well use the time to do something more constructive, which is to.... earn money! it's a great feeling to have money coming in frm different sources at different timings and it's great to knw tt every min, money is coming in. always looking forward to the payday of each source. so though a little tiring and rather no life, im still happy.

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but i knw this very packed lifestyle will not last v long. 1stly, the kids will be having their exams soon. after exams, most prob they will put a stop to their tuitions. so there goes my tuition income. and nw, since im still quite new, im still enthu in the job. i believe v soon, i'll get sooo sick and tired, tt i cant wait to go home at 6.30 on the dot. so there goes my OT pay. and just education.... soon, i'll be too tired to work on sunday. anw, the pay is not much.. juz going back since they really needed my help. maybe after september, they got enuff manpower, then they do not need me anymore and there goes my part-time income. then i'll be back to one job, one income le.....

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but till then, i'll still continue to work hard. 5 weekdays -- 2 days OT, 1 day tuition, and i still got 2 days to go home eat dinner and acc family or go out with frens. hubb will take sat afternn after his and my tuition. gd planning yea? v money-faced hor? haha... :)

WeeKenD

sat was our 3 yrs and 9 mths anniversary date. how time flies.. somehow it feels weird to knw tt at the age of 19, i started dating this fat boy. 18 yrs old.. like soo long ago. and at tt time, this fat boy hasnt even enter ns yet. everything seemed soo long ago.. 3 yrs 9 mths.. not long not short.. hmm.... can only say... TIME FLIES!

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anyway, this boy bought me these....

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i wonder this is the how many times i told him not to buy me flowers and soft toys. he bought me soo soo soo many soft toys tt there is no choice but to stash them in a box. hubb, how can i make u understand tt no other soft toys can ever ever replace ah kang??? haii.. juz how to make him understand tt if he really wanna buy, buy me something tt is practical? tt i really want? tt i really need? soft toys and flowers... once in a gd blue moon is fine.. but too many is simply a waste of money! hubb ahh... i really appreciate.. but don waste money anymore le, ok??? really really don buy anymore soft toys or flowers le. save the money ba!

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and on sat, i finally tried out pepper lunch. ate the salmon set.. mm... ok lar... i find it abit too salty though. and it's definitely heaty. hot piping frm the hot plate.. hmm.. cannot eat too often. and for dinner, i did manage to psycho hubb to eat sushi with me. went to the nihon mura at revenue house. yummy!

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on sunday nite went to this 7th mth dinner. hahah.. lotsa food to eat.. and this yr, my glutton hubb came along too. ma went to bid a 25kg packet of rice.. lucky hubb was there to help carry it home.. else really don know how to bring home.. 25kg.. no kidding. hehehe.. hubb, there is no free stuff in this world. juz when u tot there r food for free, u actually gotta pay with ur labour. hehe.. thanks hubb.

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on sat also went to see doc. now feeling much much better alr. hehe.. 2 times see doc also foc since co will bear. hhehehe.. and today finally got the medical card le. no need to fill in form anymore. can juz use the card to see doc for free. interestinG!

FeNg PiNg LaNg JiNg

today can be counted as a smooth day ba. feng ping lang jing.. no major problems. in fact i was smiling to myself. smooth-sailing day. colleagues were also nicer alr. at least i don feel their "coldness" and "bo-hiew-ness". think im getting used to the system and the ways things are being done le ba. but then, this will also mean mundane-ness and boredom. once u learnt the rope, everything will become simple. when everything becomes simple, there is no challenges. where there is no challenges, it's gonna be mundane. yeppppp... but i guess.. all jobs r like tt? where got job can enable u to do different things everyday? juz accept it ba.. it's juz life.............................. and im juz a normal person with a normal life...................... o well...

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finally wkend le. can take a break. must visit the doc tmr. cough is getting worse. cannot tahan anymore.

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treated myself to mac breakfast this morning. asked the lady wad r the options for student meal and the lady was like "r u a student?" and gave me tt doubting look. wah kao.. i said bye-bye to my student identity only 2 mths back lorr.. and nw pple questioned me alr?? and today im not wearing office wear, since it's fri. wore a top, jeans skirt and flat shoes... yet... pple still doubt me.. haii.. do i really look tt old????????????????????????? or am i thinking too much into the comment again? anw, am glad tt my matric card does not have an expiry date. still can go ard cheating pple and gain some advantage. lol~ cheapo eh..

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been a lonnnng time since i ate sushi. time to 宠一宠自己... tmr shall pyscho hubb to go eat with me.. heheheh :)

AveRaGe DaY

today did OT again. had no intention to de, but when i finished my stuff, it's already 6.45pm.. since tt's the case, mite as well stay for 1 more hr to earn the extra bucks, rite?? and so i stayed lorr... actually time passes v fast during OT. think i'll do more in future. can earn more. 2 days per wk? but 2 days per wk, the extra bucks earnedn is not much lei.. then 3 days a wk like abit xiong.. mmm.. see how ba.. scully say soo much, in the end, as time goes, i cannot even tahan 1 day OT. lol~

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still don feel well. cough is getting worse. and my nose too. haii... need to consult a doc soon le.. lucky tmr alr friday. TGIF!

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nothing happening happened today. juz a normal day. early in the morning got a case, but lucky the guy nice enuff, din give me much trouble. unlike tt damn guy who gave me soooo much trouble. anyway, my colleague alr settled for me. lucky, finally can get off my back. i must really be more careful in future. created so many trouble at work. haii...

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as usual, today my record's still red on the board. haii.. when can i get out of it ne?

OT

ytd din managed to slp @ 10pm cuz had a super heated quarrel with hubb. haii... qi si ren le! blame it on my sensitivity, or rather, blame it on his insensitivity!! always making comments tt will make me think alot. 说者无心,听者有意... i had always been a v sensitive person, dwelling alot into pple's comments and actions. i am always told by pple ard me tt i always think too much..and i do admit.. i really do think too much. but then, how come after soooo long, tt fatty boy still cannot understand how to handle me? he shld knw better than anyone else tt im a sensitive ass.. so y he still always 口无遮拦 and make me quarrel with him ne?? 该说的不说,不该说的就一直说...haii... i juz hope he really doesnt mean wad he said and tt he's not lying abt anything... haiii..

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my eyes no longer painful le! though still abit swollen. but there's no more pain!!! sooo happy! 吓死我了! but.. im feeling really tired today. head giddy, a little sore throat, nose abit blocked, sneezing and coughing every nw and then... i wont say im sick, but i believe im nt far frm tt. symptoms of me falling real sick is showing. i better take care.

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today i did my 1st OT. time still passes v fast.. b4 i knew, alr 8pm. 1.5 hr of OT, but i don seem to have done alot of things in tt 1.5hr. worry tt supervisors will think i slack during tt 1.5hr and tt i stayed back juz to earn the extra bucks. oppps... thinking too much again??!

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and.. the 2 newbies who came in with me.. they both managed to hit target ytd. haii.. i knw today i did not hit the target, cuz was busy doing waiver and stuff. wad to do, break for 2 days, nw go bk sure many things to follow up. but...that is not an excuse. how cm pple can hit target and i cannot lei? but the targets... really abit too high-up lei.. but then again, if pple can, y cant i? am i too slow? or am i doing too many things tt r not necessary? hw to improve? hw to get myself out of the "red color"?? i really fear tt there will be one day, whereby no one else is red color except only me! o man.... how how how maluuuuuuuuuuuuuu can tt be?? tian ar...it's really hard lei.. i alr tot im v fast le.. but still cmi.. must try harder, must try harder!

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and today.. i felt lousy. cannot handle my own case and gotta find the old-bird to clear my mess. quoted the wrong amt to the client and nw he refuses to pay. spk to him a few times but he juz do not want to listen to me and kept stressing tt it is no fault of his and tt the bank created all the trouble. haii.. felt so damn lousy! if i were a temp or an intern, then i don mind. but nw, im a perm staff lei.. yet i cannot clear the mess that me myself created. i really have no courage to call him again. anw, he's not gonna listen to me. let the old bird do it ba. there shld not be a next time, huiping. bear tt in mind!

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today really not a gd day. many problematic cases tt require follow-up. need following up means will take up my time. taking up my time means cannnot meet target again. o tian.. but thanks to these nasty pple who came into my life. they make me stronger and better able to handle situations. life cannot always be smooth-sailing. if it is, then one will always be a nua-kia, 一旦碰到挫折就会cui掉. okok.. im juz jealous of those pple who r always smooth-sailing ok. but then.. i wish i can be a stronger person, 风吹雨打都不害怕.什么事都难不倒我. i tink im too nua alr. always worrying abt this and tt. this is not the way. time to 磨炼 myself. but how arr?? hmm...

MC

retribution really do exist. juz on sat i was boasting to hubb on how strong im, how seldom i fall sick, and how not often i need to see a doc. and the next day... i had to consult a doc. wad irony. pls do not laugh at pple or show off/boast gd things tt u possess becuz retribution do happen!

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my eye's much better as compared to ytd. nw at least can open w/o much difficulty. ytd it was swelling and keeping it fully open is painful. nw not as painful le though it's still a little painful. haii.. this bak jiam thing.. i never had it b4. don know y this time i kenna. too heaty? cannot be lei.. true i've been munching on chips and not consuming veg and fruits.. but.. in the past i used to eat even more heaty food like sambal stingray, steamboat etc.. so i really do not think it's my diet. maybe it's the eye cosmetics? or contact lens? never knw tt bak jiam is soo painful. and.. i heard tt once bak jiam comes, it will often come. o man.. scary... it's as if i was kenna punched in the eye. arhh..

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mc for 2 days.. paisay.. started work less than 1 mth and alr mc 2 days. lol~ .. and .. haii.. the more i rest at home, the more reluctant to go back to work. real sian. and.. gotta wear specs.. omg!

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these 2 days, stayed at home and rest. but time @ home seemed to pass slower than @ work. finally finished watching the hk drama - 溏心风暴 and finished reading the storybk tt i borrowed so long ago. i extended the overdue date and had to pay $0.50 for the renewal fees. and nw, it's way passed the new overdue date.. $0.15 per day for overdue item. haii.. spent almost $2 juz to finish the bk.. alrite, it's my fault for reading the bk so slow. haii..

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im feeling a little feverish nw, thou the thermometer shows im not having a fever. and my nose is itchy and my throat also itchy. hmm.. today i must make it a pt to slp early. 10pm. yes, i must slp at 10pm!! tmr must jiayou all over again! jiayou jiayou jiayoU!!!!!

Pain

it's so painful. it wasnt this bad ytd. but nw.. it definitely got worse. my left eye.. man.. started on sat.. juz a little painful.. i tot it'll go away. then this morning, it's painful when i merely blink. nw.... don blink also painful alr. i think it's a bak jiam. wanted to go see doc, but all clinic closed le.. o man.. and juz nw went out, only wore contact lens on one side. really cannot risk wearing lens on the left eye. tmr how???? my specs cannot make it la.. haven invest in a presentable one.. really do not wish to wear specs to work. but wearing only one side is not a solution too lei. half can see, half cannot see also very xing ku. somemore must face com whole day.. the only solution..... is to get an mc and stay hm tmr! lol.. see tmr how.. if still so painful, then really bobian. hope the chrysathemum i drank juz nw will help. it's really painful.. cant even open fully nw. gosh..

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juz nw went to colleague's baby's full mth celebration. whahaha.. such a small little baby. next sunday, also got baby's full mth. ian chow's baby girl. wahhahaha.. so many newborn babies. yr of the pig?? hahah..

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ahhh... my eye's really hurting! pls make it go away!

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woo.. and on sat, i was a really gd gf. went all the way to jurong juz to meet tt fat boy. then went town and shopped for baby presents. then the boy started feeling unwell again. gei kiang.. tld him go see doc long b4 tt, but simply refused. but i can really see/feel tt he's unwell la. so i also don wanna be nasty. accompanied him go see doc and bought food for him to eat at the food court. and at nite, when his fever's gone and he felt hungry all over again, i cooked him noodles to relief his hunger! hehe.. so fat boy, stop complaning tt i don care and tt i never go to ur place to "fetch" u. this time i did le horr! heheh.. and tt doc he went to consult.. so ex, 40bucks! but then according to hubb, the medicine's really gd. he started sweating like hell after eating and then he felt much better le. only aft 2 hrs and the fever subsided le. power...

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and i also wanna thank this fat boy la. though he's unwell, he still accompanied me to shop (not w/o complaints of cux). and bought me many things tt i will need in the office.heheh.... a cushion, a mirror, slippers and a hand rest. save me some money! hehehe~

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and i guess.. my left eye mite be a retribution... retribution for laughing at my hubb for being so nua, every nw and then will fall sick.. for calling him marshmellow cuz so nua, so easy fall sick.. and for boasting tt i seldom fall sick .. o man... i shouldnt have been so nasty and proud.