"H"

the alphabet "h" can stand for many things for instance, "h"uiping. haha.. but today not going to discuss my name la. but "h"ell and "h"eaven. lol ~

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today's not exactly hell, but it's definitely not heaven either. or maybe, it's gonna be hell, juz not yet. ok.. sorry for chim-mifying things, again.

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nothing much. juz hands-on. boring. boring. and boring. and, this job.. it's really not something tt i really wanna do. all thanks to me rushing into things. now regret also no use liao. i can quit, but i cannot afford to wait and go thru the whole damn process again. all i can do is pray and hope things will not be as bad as wad i foresee. but if it's really bad, and i quit after 3 mths, then it's gonna be real ugly on my resume. work 3 mths and quit.. wad loser. if i don even mention in my resume tt i worked full-time b4, then prospective employer will definitely question wad i did for the past few mths. then say wad? went travelling ard the world? or went help out in some family business? but then again, they can easily conduct a chk on me with cpf board or iras. both will have records of my emplyment.. how to cheat? haii..

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ok, why am i even thinking of quitting when it's only the 1st day of work? when did i become such a pessimist and such a damn loser? omg...

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the few colleagues tt i got to knoe r mostly dip holder. so y r they hiring me to do a dip holder job? the pay mite be higher, but personal development and growth r quite limited. i cannot foresee myself learning alot of impressive things. sure i'll learn something, but nothing impressive, i guess.

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brought up this concern to hubb.. and he said im a weird person. all the while i did not want a job tt requires v technical and v bnf skills. now tt i got one, im complaining abt not being able to learn alot. yes.. he's rite.. im weird.

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i guess the only thing i really like abt the new job, is the drink dispenser. many drinks to choose frm. most importantly, got my fav mocha, both hot and cold! wooHoo!