2nD WeEk

yea! it's friday tmr. can dress down, can relax, can juz wait for the day to end and welcum the wkend.

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2nd wk @ work le. still attached to my mentor cuz passwords for the various systems not available yet. mmm... i hope working time will pass as fast when im on my own.

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though it's the 2nd wk already, but i cant say i feel v welcumed by my new colleagues. i wont say tt they r unfriendly, but they r definitely not v friendly also lor. it's like 客客气气 de lor.. and to me, one is only 客气 to another when they r not 熟. somehow, i feel tt there is a kind of barrier btw them and me. when i went lunch with them, i can feel the reservation in them. i believe they will behave differently and talk more openly if i werent there. even my mentor. during work time, he's nice and teaches me alot. but during lunch or wad, he also doesnt talk much to me. hm... don know lorr.. i feel awkward also la. when they r having conversations, i don know if i shld listen and join in the conversation. i tried starting conversations by asking questions and getting to knoe them more. but im the newbie lei, cant always expect me to start conversations by asking them abt themselves and work rite... like so kpo like tt. if they ask me, i'll be glad to share and start conversations. but they never really talk so indepth with me.

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maybe it's juz the 2nd week. cant rush into things. give pple more time ba.. afterall, im new and pple will need more time to "accept" me. lucky i have another 2 newbies with me. but it's not always tt we get to lunch together. mm.. see how la. i too became v reserve abt going lunch with the old birds.i don even know if they wanna me to join in the v 1st place. boo~ and somehow, i don feel as if im a permanent staff there. i kept feeling like a temp staff. weird. heard tt there will still be newbies coming in. i hope they'll come in soon. then i'll wont feel so raw.

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and, since the arrival of the 3 of us, there were many changes implemented. the productivity of everyone in the department will be displayed daily on this big white board. and those who doesnt meet the target will have their data written in red. woohoo... shiok xia...

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and then.. there's this "break system". every hr, there is a specific time slot for us to go for break, be it the toilet, the pantry or wad. other than the specific slot, u cannot leave ur place. i think the head came up with this system cuz he saw many pple mia-ing. now, u must be thinking how silly and dumb this is rite? how can they control us like tt?? i tot it was ridiculous too. but then, if u give it more tot, it's actually better for us. every hour, there is a specific, official 10-mins break. which means tt for one day, we have 80 mins of official break time. and, it is official lei. u can take the full 10min to relax lei. imagine, if w/o this system, will u "dare" to mia for a full 10mins? and if w/o this system, i think i wont go out of office every hour lorr... but now tt this system is in place, i can happily go away for 10 mins every hour. it's really not tt bad lei. in fact, im glad this is in place. it makes time pass faster. :)

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maybe the 3 of us are considered jinx to them. cuz ever since our arrival, so many new changes took place. and maybe tt's y, they don really welcum us. hahha.. ok... im too sensitive.

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and.... i havent been visiting the toilet for big business regularly. gosh.. i feel so damn unhealthy. i've been avoiding veg and fruits. no choice. i really don like veg and fruits.... diaoo... how to make my bowels move??! opps~ i apologise if u had juz taken a meal or going for a meal soon.