now..... compare them with their predecessors, the normal-sized ice-cream cone..
might not be so obvious in the pic.. but they are really small compared to the normal-sized. maybe only a quarter of the normal-sized...and now... compare to my hand.......
ok, they are really miniii..... im really quite surprised. din expect them to be so small. on tv also not tt small. 2 bites and they are gone. and i think these minis are not cheap either. anyway, size is really relative. there is no absolute big or small... only relatively big or small.. hahah... sounds v scientific, dont i ??
ok .. i know im darn boliao... i also don know wad am i doing.. exactly one more week and i'll be having 1st paper.. and yet.. im still slacking. yesterday i took out the textbk and tried reading already.. but somehow... i juz felt like sleeping... somehow, i juz cannot concentrate... somehow i juz cannot finish reading and i juz feel like SLEEPING/do other stuff !!!! omg.... i don know how to continue, or rather, how to even start this very last battle. somehow, my heart is not there anymore. anyway, only 1 core module. 4aus. die or not die, also wont be very much affected by this 4 aus le. and 308 only ge. both modules also 50% final exams, 50% coursework. unlikely to fail ba... haii.. i know this is very not proactive and very pessismistic.. but.. haiii... my heart is juz not there and i juz don wanna think.
today hubb came over. it was fine at 1st... but we ended up quarrelling. there seemed to be soo many problems. why?? maybe we r really incompatible.. we juz held different views in sooo many things.... i understand tt relationship is about compromising and giving in. but .... doesnt that change who i actually am? if im a person who is tempremental, then because i have to compromise and give in, i changed myself to be less tempremental... then that is not me anymore, right?? why should i surpress myself and hide the real me?? why cant i be me and i do wad i like?? why is it like tt ???? if he loves me, he should love my flaws and everything also rite?? if tt's true, then why do relationship still need giving in and compromising ??? i don get it.... i really don get it.....
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