How??

Interesting lyrics from 李圣杰's song...

你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

exactly how i feel now... when i care too much, im accused of being not trusting. when i do not care, im blamed for being half-hearted. i don know how to strike a balance. i don know how to do it right. i don know how to give pple wad pple want. i don know how to explain myself. and so, i chose to keep quiet. to stop trying to explain my way thru. to stop trying to make pple understand. to stop hoping tt someone will understand. because i know, when pple doesnt see wad u see, they can never understand wad u've said/done or wad ur trying to say/do or why u want to do certain things. communication becomes fruitless and pointless. how to continue when communication seemed impossible? how to continue when viewpoints are so different? how to continue when wad i think is impt becomes rubbish in other pple's mind and vice versa? how to continue when wad i think is a problem becomes a non-problem in other pple's mind and vice versa? i don know how. i really don. wad more can i do? wad more can i say? no one understands me.