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i woke up literally in shock juz now. my eyes juz clean opened and i decided i cannot fall asleep again. i strongly believe if i continue to sleep, i'll have such stupid dreams again. one of the rare times in life when im so relieved to be awake and it's all a dream. now is barely 9am. mum was also quite shocked y i woke up soo early. the 1st thing she saw me was 'y u wake up so early? u r going out?'.. in a blur state, i tot it was already 10+am... looked into the clock then realised it's only 8am+. diao ~

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i dreamt i was still in uni. then for the whole 3/4 of the semester, i forgot tt monday i have lessons and i havent been attending all the lessons on monday. i remb looking at the timetable and saw 'jetstar' as the 1st lesson. then in between there's some break and the 2nd lesson was a maths lesson. then some breaks later, got a last lesson for the day. then i remb flipping thru the maths book and consoling myself tt there werent too many chapters and the topics werent too tough and tt i should be able to study on my own. also remb me analysing y i can totally missed out monday. the reason was due to me taking tt slot alone. no other frens took the same slot as me. finally also remb i was angry with hubb and frens for not reminding me of the lessons. o, and i remb wondering y no professors or anyone who contacted me since i mia for sooo long and tt i'll sure be getting zero for participation.

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wad a dream rite?

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i woke up and it took me a while to realise i've long said byebye to study life and am now working. the reality came as such a big relieve! phew........ lucky it's all a dream!!!!!!!!

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i guess this dream showed a few symptoms. 1st, im greatly affected sub-consciously by hubb's complaints of sch work. 2nd, i really hate monday. 3rd, it juz goes to show how much i want to travel cuz 'jetstar' can even appear as a module! 4th, i really like working > studying.

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thank god.

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