darn hell.. down with a bad cough! 

few weeks back already coughing. seen doc, and recovered. 

now came back again, stronger!

coughed till tears, mucous, saliva all came out. 

and even coughed till vomited. 

my sushi dinner yesterday and my chocolate bun breakfast just now, all gone!!! 

not to mention my digestive juices and gut juices and stomach juices and whatsnot.

that itch in the throat.... is simply killing!!!!!!!!!!!

and i even came down w a fever on wed!! literally slept through the whole of wed. lucky raythorous was cooperative and he guai guai slept w me after b-feeding on the bed. 

wed fever was so bad that my head was all dizzy and i was aching all over. i din even dare to bath raythorous, in case i fell him. i only changed his diaper and then continued to sleep w him. 

38.9d when i consulted doc that night. grrrr. 

and i was told antibiotics to be given next, if i still do not recover. but with antibiotics, i cannot breastfeed!!! 

NO WAY!!

now i only hope i dont spread it to the rest, especially the 2 boys. 

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

and i seriously suspect i caught it from my helper. 

she was the one who started clearing her throat and coughing a bit. 

very very mild only. 

but soon after, i will kenna... BIG TIME. 

the first time it was like that. but i din really notice who started coughing first, so we tot maybe it was i who spread to her, since my condition was much worse off than hers. 

but this time round, im freaking sure she was the one who started clearing throat first. 

then i kenna liao. 

honestly, if there's going to be a 3rd time, i will seriously consider changing her. 

definitely do not need an outsider who is here to spread germs. 

dammit.