ConFiRmaTioN

finally got my confirmation letter today. finally, cuz the colleague who joined on the same day as me, got hers last wk. so i was actually kidda worried, wondering how come they cfm her le, but not me. but as wad most other colleagues told me, it's merely a delay on the hr side. i knew i cant be tt lousy till they dont wanna cfm me rite?? hahaha... ok, sorry.. im bhb~

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anyway, march will be a crucial mth and whether im confirmed or not, plays a big role. hiak hiak hiak. basically bonus will be in march.. and now tt im cfm, im looking 4ward. :)

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there was another guy who joined with us on the same day. but that guy quitted le. abt end of jan he tendered. his resignation made me think quite alot. was wondering if i should juz follow his footsteps and find a greener pasture elsewhere. anw, this is juz my 1st job. cant expect me to stay on 4eva ba? this job is really simple if there are no cases... but it can really be a headache if there are cases to follow-up. at times, i really feel like giving up. felt so helpless and so depressed. but then i also know, every where else, it will be the same. there will always be something tt i will be unhappy about. every job has its difficulties and challenges. juz how we wanna take it..

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so at the mmt, i will juz sit ard and wait. wait till the day i really really cannot take it le, then consider the next move ba. i know i should be positive and i will. 1/2 yr passed juz like tt. it wouldnt be too long b4 2 years is up, then i can be eligible for internal transfer rite? lol~