ok.. i know gss is on, but... 此 sales 非彼 sales. haha.. chim? anyway, the "sales" tt appeared 3 times in my heading is not referring to the "sales" as in "great summer sales". rather, im referring to the "sales" jobs tt id been going interviews for! ok.. y am i making a simple thing sound so complicated??
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anyway, i don know y. sent out many resumes. but those who got back are those sales jobs. u know, the kind i mentioned in my last entry?? why?? why?? why?????????? y only tt industry actively looking for pple? y only tt industry gimme chance? y only tt industry respond to me?
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i'd finally flipped thru the recruit section of the sat's papers. ok. many many job opportunities. i singled out a number too. gotta start the whole damn process of sending out resumes again. wish me luck.
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result was out on fri. amazingly i did not fail 308!!!! hahha.. i really find ntu's results v weird. or rather, my results v weird. whenever i tot i cmi, i will make it. whenever i tot i will do well, i did only barely. weird. anyway, overall was not as bad as i'd always worried. but of cuz, not as good as i had wished for. erm.. v chim again hor?
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everyting 已尘埃落定. i've got the key to enter the "society door" le. 接下来的路得自己走了. previously been too down to blog anything. too demoralised and erm.. 消沉. i think it's time to 振作. time to move on with life. result was not as bad as i worried. ok, it's bad on a general scale. but there's nothing i can do also rite? everything's already cfm. nothing more to worry abt. all i need now is a job. once i get one, i will knoe where i wanna head and i will go all out to achieve. i must be back to who im and not let any other things affect me. i can, i will and i must.
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