KTV

today took full day leave cuz later going to sign contract and i wanna plan some schedules and settle some issues on hand 1st b4 signing the contract. and so now free to blog. really miss times like this where i can juz slack n relax n nua - whole day do nothing but surf net, blog, watch tv, slp, eat.. the worse part is only to mop floor and tidy house for ma -- .. haii.. but i guess... i wont be having such nua times anymore. back to this issue later.

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yesterday after work met up with hubb. had dinner @ the hk cafe @ cineleisure. and then hubb suggested singing ktv which is a fab idea! been sooo long since i last sang ktv with him. usu we sing k-lunch on sat cuz it's cheap n got meals to eat. but now sat he has tuition and im too lazy to go out soo early, so we havent been singing for a while. yesterday finally got a chance! though abit ex.. in fact, much more ex than k-lunch, but we still went ahead. the time was simply not enuff! so many songs i wanna sing!! the time was supposed to run frm 7-10pm.. but we entered at 7.40pm. luki 40 mins... boo

hubb said he looked cute in this pic.. never capture such cute look b4.. wah.. bhb lorr..

these food.... remind me of hk again.. haii

big french toast. yum!

garfield! hubb bought for me when he went jb with his frens for seafood treat.thx hubb.keep up the gd work! i think hubb looks like garfield.. tt sleepy eye....and being fat n lazy!! lol... and... he's such a poser.. always being the extra!! 抢镜头 is his forte.. ok.. he's gonna kill me when he reads this....

in the ktv rm. i realised kbox rm really super small. and yesterday our rm was rite beside the counter where the staff will stand ... diao.. super sian.. shld have requested for a change of room.

ahh... garfield's singing for me???

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later im going to sign the contract le. though im still having some doubts, but i've decided to go ahead. i've tot carefully and these r the reasons for going ahead:
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1) ok job - the job gives me an impression of not being so boring and mundane although i mite be totally wrong. but dont try how would u know, rite? anyway, no job's easy. "be ready to take hardship if u wanna earn pple's money", that's a fact i knew long ago. there's a career path and the starting pay's good. and the benefits are gd too. so y not?

2) nice pple - frm the interviewers to the hr personnel who discussed the contract with me tt day.. i think they r nice pple. the kind of pple i wont feel stress working with. and.. i can feel their sincerity. but it may all be a hoax too. a hoax to trap me to join them in hell! but again, don try, how u know?

3) no bond - there's no bond. jus a one month notice if i wanna quit. so if im unhappy or there r better offers on the way, i can jump easily, rite??

4) opportunity costs - i cant be waiting n waiting n waiting. whichever job i go to, there will be uncertainties. so now since there's an opportunity to finally get started, y not? virtually there's no other options at the mmt. so no need 钻牛角尖 le. jus go ahead.

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yep. that's y i decided to juz start n see how. i know im frm bnf and it is definitely not the most commonsensical choice to go into a totally diff field. but then... i was talking to yl tt day and somehow, she popped me this question - "y did u choose bnf then?" .. tt question kind of woke me up. yes.. y did i choose bnf at the end of 1st yr?? i chose bnf, not bcuz l like bnf, but becuz bnf will open me up to more options. if i choose hr or mkting, it will be diff to go into bnf sector. but for bnf, it's easier to enter the hr n mkting field. n tt was y i chose bnf at tt pt of time. in fact, i also don know y i chose business in the v 1st place. i only knew i didnt want engineering cuz i had enuff of physics n chem. i didnt wat sci fac cuz at the end of it, most prob i can only teach. i din wanna go arts n soci, cuz like nothing interests me in there. im not gd enuff for law, medicine or dentistry. and so, tt left me with business and tt's how i ended up being a business grad. if i can start all over again, maybe i'll choose mass comm . y din i choose it back then? cuz i din even know there's something known as mass comm! ok.. best..

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and.. yah.. i don see y i should bound myself within the bnf sector nw. i don see y i shld do somthing simply because it's related to my degree. in the v 1st place, i chose bnf cuz i can have more options, not cuz i knew i wanna work in bnf sector. so y now, after 2 years, i insist on working in a bank? it's like.. my vision was blurred along the way. somehow, i trapped myself. or rather, i had allow my degree to trap me, to narrow my mind, and blocked my vision.
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我一直都在钻牛角尖...一直都过于执著.一路上我忘了自己要的..被周围的一切影响了. yah..i shouldnt insist. wad for? i wanna work in a bank cuz it pays well and it's related to my studies and it's more prestigious. but now this job also meet my expectations ma. and like i say, i should not trap myself becuz of my degree. and prestige? if have, of cuz gd la. if don have, also nvm la. more impt is the tangible remuneration and benefits. tt's more practical. and somemore, not tt i din try the banks ma. i applied le, but somehow like no news ma. so i think i shld juz move on. if i like it, then gd for me. if not, i can always jump. juz try out 1st lor. grab whatever opportunities tt come along. you'll never know wad's in store for you. half a yr. more than enuff to know if i like the job. if by then i don like, then jump lor. no prob de, rite?? yepp.. tt's it then!

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but then.. my working hours are totally diff frm the norms. i have to fit in tuitions, family, hubb and frenz. really abit tough.. i don know how it will go.. but .. well .. frens.. if in future, wanna meet, i think u guys will have to accomodate me abit le. most prob i can only make it on monday nite or sunday nite. all other days cmi le. yepp.. juz see how ba.