DepReSsEd..

im back.. frm one of the worst interview i ever went to. yes.. worst.. i don wanna describe... it's just.. worst. i guess im over confident and too naive. it was a 2nd interview and it was with an hr executive. and if im not wrong, when tt hr exec called me to arrange for the 2nd interview, she was saying something like - "u've already met up with my manager, daniel......" ------- so, naturally i'll think tt the 1st interviewer is the superior while the 2nd interviewer is the subordinate, rite? and so, i assumed tt this really wasnt a 2nd interview. rather, the 1st interviewer already "approved me" and this time im there to know more abt the 'terms and conditions' with regards to the job. afterall, it was a hr person who's meeting me, ya? but o boy.. am i wrong! tt hr lady bombarded me with soo many questions. and they r tough and personal questions. gotta cite situations, give examples blah blah blah tt kind. and in the end.. i juz crapped my way thru and almost everything was "any-o-how-say" de.. best.. ok.. job d... gone, i think. and again, im demoralised.

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i think for the time being, i can forget abt getting into the banks. i applied to a number of them, but only a few came back. in fact, only 2 came back. and one of them, i already screwed the interview. ok..nvm.. i need to take a break frm all these. if this continues, i'll only be demoralising myself. i need something to spur me, not demoralise me. starting on g's the only option now. but then .. wed must see the contract how 1st. maybe there r terms inside which i cannot agree to. if g also don have le, then really bobian must start all over again le lor. so hopefully, the prospects and remuneration of g will be as gd as wad the interviewer told me tt day.

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frm no options, to some options, to now, no options again. life......it's ok. if nothing comes out of it, i'll juz ren4 ming4 and start the whole dumb process of search-send-wait-interview-wait. i wont die. yes i wont die.

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anyway, yesterday met up with jc mates - jennifer and may. and ya... we r supposed to wear dress according to jenny. went vivo 1st. ate, chatted and shopped. then dinnertime jenny and i wanted sushi.. but decided it was too ex. and tt's when i recommended them to tt jap restaurant which sell 99cents sushi. haha.. and so, we took bus all the way to novena and yep, had a hearty dinner.

me, jennifer and may

in carl's jr. tt guy behind.. abit 诡异 horr..

tt's may. i tot she looks like zhang huimei. :p

nihon mura. tt's the name.

ahh.. food..

in the restaurant..

after dinner may went off first and jenny and i were left to shop. first time went to this shopping arcade - square 2. went into this shop and i bought 2 sets of office wear. a blouse, a skirt and a formal dress. individually is quite cheap la. but sum up still quite a sum. heart pain. spent quite some time in tt shop and by the time we left tt shop, already 9 plus. many other shops already closed and cannot shop anymore le. and so we sat at the bus stop and chatted till 10.45pm. yep.