ReJecTiOns

it's sunday again.. a rainy one as that.. mm.. i guess i really prefer sunny days than rainy days... those few days when it kept raining and the temp was extraordinarily low, i had a bad time in office. so blurdy cold till i had to put on 2 jackets. no joke. i really hate it when it's cold. terrible. even tot of wearing gloves... not exaggerating k.. there is really such a need.. brrrrrrr........

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ok, m here to complain abt work again. sometimes, i really don know how to put across rejection to pple. whenever i have to reject pple, i'll get so stress and worried. worried they'll get angry, worried they'll scold me, worried they'll quarrel with me, worried this, worried that. but yet every now and then, i will come across situations where i have to reject them and get them to pay up. it's soooo tough...

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i mean, it's not my decision to reject them. im juz a middleman, conveying to them the mgmt's decision. but sometimes, i really do not know how to break the news and how to make them pay. u mite think it's simple: juz tell them it's the mgmt's decision, and there's nothing u can do. the best thing is when they request to spk to mgmt, then u can juz pass everything to the mgmt to settle................. but..... issit always the case?

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i had passed many cases to the mgmt... till now i also paisay liao. it looks as if im unable to settle issues myself. felt so lousy. i look at other colleagues, apparently they do not need as much help as i do. y do i find it soo difficult??

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knew of a case of my colleague's. same nature. but she managed to get the customer to bear half the costs.. i wonder how she did it. y they can, but i cant ne? y do i always get soo worried?? JUST TELL THEM THEIR REQUESTS CANNOT BE DONE AND GET THEM TO PAY!!! SO SIMPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! ............but yet i cant...

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haiii.. how huh?? if a job always have things for you which you find soo difficult to do, issit time to re-consider?

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but, do i have the courage to "re-consider"? i'm juz so weeeeaaaaakkkkk :(

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anyway, ytd took pa, ma and soh-soh to eat at tian jin lou @ chinatown.... u know.. the restauarant which thomas ong endorsed?? i will say, it's not worth eating there. b4 we ordered, we asked the waiter how many pple does the fried rice and the fried noodle served. the waiter said 2-3 person. but when the food came, it's only 1 small plate lorr! even 1 person can finish lorr. and it's soo darn expensive. the food all came in small portion but the price is woowahh.. seriously i will not go to tt place again. and the food, also so-so only. not worth it at all!