LiFe ...

im supposed to be sleeping by now.

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supposed to OT today, but suffering frm terrible headache and since target alr hit for the day, dont see the motivation to stay.

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my colleague was rite. at 1st i dont feel it, but as time goes by, my eyes r really tired frm staring at the computer the whole day. the system which we work on everyday uses such small fonts.. it's really terrible. by the end of the day, head pain, eye pain, back pain...

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and... i can feel the layer of fat slowing building at my abdomen. not as if there wasnt any at all b4... but... it's GROWING.

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i can feel it now... it's juz so unhealthy. and i can imagine how it grew. it's juz like traffic light. if the traffic is not smooth, slowly the cars will start to jam.

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everyday after lunch juz sit down there ... can juz imagine how all the food get stuck in the stomach area.... not able to dis-integrate.. not able to "flow" out of the body. slowly, it'll become layers of stubborn fat ........ OMG!

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so, am i supposed to stand after lunch everyday?? maybe i should put my computer and keyboard on a much higher platform so i can juz stand and work.

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tt is of cuz, w/o the bosses thinking im trying to be funny.

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o well.

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o and sometimes, it's juz so funny how things work. when u badly wanna something, u will not get it. and when u decided to forget it and juz let it be, it will come to you. hmmm.....

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ironies.