What a freaking way to end the month. 

Why?

Why????

Why????!!!!!

Why must 屋漏偏逢连夜雨????

As if my crisises are not enough... This rayous is down with HFMD!!!

BELIEVE IT OR NOT. 

like WTF??!!!

When the school had so many cases of hfmd till it almost kenna blacklisted, this rayous escaped unscathed. 

Now bodai boji kenna hfmd.... 

WTH???

And at a bloody time like this.. Not like there's any good time to kenna hfmd, but also not at this time when I don't have any support unit to rely on right??????? 

Why??

Super sian.

Really super sian. 

I bet Didi will kenna next. 

Trust me. 

Just suay all the way.. 

Impressive grapes

As if eating lychees xia.... 

Woah

Finally a PH and long weekend!

OK, we r still surviving. 

Just really sian that have to wake up earlier, off work earlier, rush like mad to pick the boys, and no more 'after work life'.

And the poor boys... One of the first to reach the school, and most of the times, the last to go home. Literally. After we picked them, the teachers off the lights and pang kang liao. So far we still managed to keep it before 7pm... Pray xia. 

Lucky 2 of them, not only 1. At least kor kor got Didi, Didi got kor kor, not so sad, still can run and play w each other. Imagine only 1 poor boy waiting all alone.....

But on the brighter side, its really 早睡早起lor. Hopefully healthier and better skin.

Lol. 

Finally a fruitful weekend!! 

Went temple and did some shopping for the kids, for myself, and for the new house. 

Happy! 

Then Sunday morning went visit MIL. She can come out, so we snacked at the nearby coffee shop. Woohooo! 

Yep, recovering well =) 

Then went new house to place some items and site visit abit, b4 going to jurong point for haircuts. 

Lol

And then played at the cassia seed playground... 

Dinner at dian xiao er and then bbt time! 

Really fruitful xia. Went out in the morning and back only at night for both days. 

Managed to buy many things!! 

Finally not so deprived. 

V happy! 

Woot! 

woah, this past week had been madness. 

started with last friday when hubb had to take urgent half day leave to fetch the didi from school to c doc. he vomitted a few times and complaint of stomach pain, so the school called and told us to fetch him. 

then sat, my turn to be unwell. totally unwell. so bad so that i slept the whole day. literally! 

then sunday, didi got better, but it was rayous's turn to fall sick! stomach flu, caught from didi. and rayous got it worse off, cuz didi kind of recovered within a day or 2. but rayous was quite bad. 

so in the end, rayous and I MC together on mon and tues. lucky he was still ok enough to go for the school's annual photoshoot, b4 i went to fetch him back after the photoshoot. 

really really OMG. 

and this time, my sickness really is no kidding. it started around mid sept and i immediately went to see doctor liao. but never got better. then i went to this doctor at boon lay whom i always visit, cuz i always will recover after taking his drugs. who knows, this time round, it did not work. then i went to him a 2nd time, again, it did not work. then i went to him a 3rd time when he finally gave me antibiotics, but after completing the course...... MY NOSE WAS STILL STUCK LIKE MAD SHIT. 

so, on wed, after back to work from MC, i went to another clinic during lunch time.

this doctor originally did not want to give me any antibiotic also, until she asked if my head felt heavy if i were to nod my head down. i told her not only does my head felt heavy, but my upper tooth and gum also felt some sensation... and that was when she finally diagnosed me with sinusitis. 

gave me more antibiotics, anti-congestion tablets, and 2 sprays. and only now then i am feeling better, and my nose is finally unblocked (though still running... duh)

all in all almost 1 month ok! 

super kua zhang lor. 

i think the doctors nowadays super scare to prescribe antibiotics. honestly, if the boon lay doctor had given me antibiotics much earlier, i doubt it would drag to this stage lor. and probably if i had just taken MC earlier to rest.... oh well. 

and being unwell is really sian.. having no appetite for anything is really siann.... 

really, one really must be healthy. no kidding.

and lucky this time round, back to work, bulk of the work had been farmed out and cleared by co-colleagues. 

phew. 

yep. 

always having these kind of crisis once every few months. 

tolong ahh.. 

already no support from MIL.... 

pls dont have soo many crisis anymore ok. 

plss. 

Chuiz. 

Totally chuiz. 

Just totally utterly........ 

Chuiz. 

What's the point of hitting the gym ever so often, eating healthier, diligently taking vitamins, drinking lots of water....... When there is no significant weight loss and I'm still falling sick ever so often.....and taking a hell long time to recover. 

OK, perhaps if I hadn't done all that, it would be weight gain and falling sick even more often. 

I don't know.. I really don't know....

Is it really age catching up... Or women really tend to be weaker after child birth???

很sian. 真的很sian.

事事不顺。

Why? 

It's depressing. 

诸事不顺again. 

Flu for like soo sooo sooo long and no sign of recovery. Seen doc 3x already, still same old shit. Why???? 

Poor MIL is still in hospital. Successful ops done but she won't be able to continue supporting us anytime soon. 

So everything is back on our shoulders, no more me-time or us-time. And the most worrying thing now is that the boys fall sick and cannot go school, then have to take urgent leaves. How to when there are darn sooo many things at work and I only have a few days of leaves left??? 

Didi vomitted in his sleep this wee morning. Lucky he was better after taking some med and was non feverish. So, we still can send him to school. But in school, he also vomitted.. And just now at home also... But he wasnt feverish, so monitor and c how.. Pls pls pls....

And, the home reno... So many things need to buy and follow up.. But how to do any decent shopping with these 2 boys sticking around??? 

Omg. 

And the things at work....... Really chui. One team mate has resigned. So from an original 5pax team, we became a 3pax team. Flooding cases, and mostly non straightforward. And it doesn't help at all, with a team lead who apparently did nothing to help us. 

Nvm, don't help us nvm. But pls don't come and kao bei us and question us why flooding.. And to make it worse, I have to leave early at 6pm to pick the boys... Cannot afford to OT to clear the cases at all.... 

Tried compensating by going in earlier... But.... Sighhh.. I just worry the team lead will use this point to attack me..... Say I leave early, take long lunches and did not come in early...

But, is it my fault that we became a 3men team and the cases are just darn so many???????  So, I'm supposed to sacrifice my own time when all this boils down to a freaking manpower issue???! 

Grrrrr

Really really demoralising and siannn. 

The only consolation is perhaps I still have a relatively good helper who can still cook for us and manages the housework. After all my earlier failures, finally this one not too bad. But again, she's not even 6mths into her service... So, better don't comment too early. Really pray she don't chu pattern for me. Else, I really can die liao. 

Need to go 拜拜。

Good luck to me. 

Happy (But NoT So HappY) ChildrEns DaY

yeah! 

happy childrens day!

brought the kids to eat at mac to celebrate abit. 

it really was still a mess eating at mac.. one moment, the half eaten hamburger dropped onto the floor. the next moment, the whole saucer of chilli sauce landed on my tigh. really omg. 

yeah, nvm la. so long they are happy.. 

and received so many presents from the school 

yeah.

honestly should be a super happy childrens day. 

cuz, mil should be back by tonight and that will end the 'having to rush to school after work' period.......

but alas..... poor mil had a fall in china which caused her tigh bone to fracture and an op is required. and now, she's still stuck in the china hospital, pending the insurance co to evac her back to sg. 

this is super OMG. 

and even after she's back, i guess it will be a SUPER LONG while before she can be good again to pick and look after the kids. 

SUPER OMG. 

so..... for the next unknown period, i will have no more 'after-work' life. 

NO MORE. 

how??

and.... better pray the children can be good enough to go school everyday...... else..... things at work will start piling up again....... 

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG X 1000000000000000000000000000

Haha

4th day without the MIL

Not too bad, we r still surviving!

Happy to be able to knock off earlier and fetch the boys home myself. 

Then shower them, dinner together (lucky this helper can cook!) , cut fruits for them, watch TV, before putting them to sleep. 

And... Really not too bad staying at MIL's place. At least we don't have to travel to and fro, to and fro.... And the laundry gets to dry much faster, cuz day time can hang outside, unlike in the past, only can indoor drying during the wkdays.

So perhaps, we should just stay here for good while the new house can be out for rental. 

Lol

First day of the new month!

Officially into the last quarter of the year. 

Good luck!