I just had an ECG done today.

recently, there's this irregularity in the beating of my heart. like having sudden jerks.

wasnt really concerned with it until it seems to be getting more and more frequent.

and today, i had it at work again.

so went to consult a doctor.. and doc recommended me to do an ECG.

indeed, from the ECG, the heartbeats are abnormal and there are extra beats.

no cause for concern at the moment. doc just told me to cut all coffee/tea/cokes/caffeine products, eat regularly, dont stay hungry, have less stress.  

it should go away after i do all the above and to consult her again if it doesnt.

and she asked if such jerks occur during weekends or is it only during work... then she commented that i seem to be under alot of stress over the past few months (she's the same doc whom i consulted when i was under the influence of the drug and suffered from 'major depression' a few months back...)

ok, nothing serious. just trying to find more reasons to support my idea of having a good long break. if i dont, i think i really will suffer from the real depression soon...

But again, who knows? i might already be suffering from depression unknowingly.. if not, why would my heart beat irregularly???!

gosh.

red-light on my health.. 

once again, I NEED A BREAK!!!

urggh! im such a loser!!!