白日梦

 “圣旨到。。。奉天承运皇帝召曰。。。”

抗旨的后果就是人头落地。。。。

now, of cuz, it's not a life and death matter for defying some orders. there will always be a choice.

usually, im a 和谐的小臣. it is not my style to 抗旨.

but if something really bothers me that much, i think it's only right to voice out.

and if after voicing out, 皇上 still insists on his order... then 这样的皇上也不值得我卖命了。。。。

已做了最坏的打算

i probably can get to enjoy the long-awaited break soon.

it's not a good time to have the break now...  but i guess, there never will be a good time...

haiz.

伴君如伴虎。真是一点都没错。

还以为是近水楼台，原来只是昙花一现。

就知道我没那么好运。

痴人说梦话，乃我也。