自尊心的摧毁

an ultimate crush of my self-esteem.

a questioning of my self-worth.
in doubt.

知足常乐

不比较 只因人比人气死人

it's always easier said than done.

谈何容易

im starting to worry about the future.

how to move on from here?

someone is still on mc. today and tmr.

perhaps he's really sick.

or perhaps, just like me, he longer knows how to move on.....

probably he used to be as enthu as me... until he realised it's all futile and fruitless and hence he decided to maximise his pay by constantly being 'lawfully' away from work.

o well.

i'll never stoop to that level to be as irresponsible.

but.... can someone just tell me how to move on??

confused.

lost.

demotivated.

demoralised.

saddened.

upset.

unhappy.

imbalance.

sigh.