Still UnHappy

march is finally coming to an end.

it seems to be such a long looong loooong month.

as mentioned, march is the toughest month in a year, cuz it has the most nbr of working days and there is no public hols.

and to top it off, it follows after a short month - feb.

in the past, march is an impt month. cuz it's the B month. and in the past few years, it had been a happy month.

but this yr march... is really a sad month for me.

talked to boss. though i understood and accepted her explanation, i still cant bring myself to term with it. deep deep down inside, im still filled with disappointment, disgust, unjust, unhappiness and sorrow. 

it's soo bad that i even dreamt abt it at night(s).

after all these turmoil, this is what i deserve.

dont know what else to say.
dont know how to describe.
dont know where to go from here.

why?

Unhappy

I feel like shit.. i look like shit...

my neck hurts.. my shoulder hurts.. my limbs hurt....

and most of it all...

my heart hurts.

i feel soooooo lousy. :(

EarLy SunDaY MorNinG

woke up real early this morning to take part in the company's event. not a compulsory event, but for each participant, think there'll be a $25 donation towards charity.

basically it's a work-out morning. u can choose to participate in the walk, the run, or the competitive run. we took part in the walk. hiak.

it's the 1st time i join this event ever since joining the co. instead of going with current dept colleagues, i went with ex-dept colleagues.

gather and flag off at plaza one..

do we look like we were at universal studio?? hahaha.. no idea wad this bunny was doing there.. but since it was there, juz take pics lorr..

sight-seeing along the way....

the walk was abt 3km.... took us about an hour plus to complete. :)

and after that, was a rewarding breakfast, of cuz. but sadly, mac was soooo crowded with pple, and we had to end up with BK. and to tell the truth, i've neber tried this BK breakfast that somewad is equivalent to big breakfast in mac.

great to wake up real early once in awhile. but not all the time pls. it's really shagging! i went home and collapsed till 2pm.. kekekek.. real weak huh. :P

LighTninG

when the night is calm......

and when the lightning strikes................

was at chinatown juz now when the lightning kept striking. quite a phenomenon when a lightning strikes. and there stood hubb and me trying to capture whenever one comes along. but surprisingly, despite the constant lightning, there wasnt any thunder.

i guess that somewhat describe the feeling i had when i received the B letter today.

juz like a lightning strike. yet i cant make any noise.

it's been a looong time since i felt soooo disappointed. the last time was probably when i failed my driving test.

dont know how to describe the disappointment....

B and increment.... all way below expectation.

kaoz.

such irony.

i guess working is juz like a relationship. never expect u'll get back the same amount of compensation as what u have contributed.

in ex-dept.. things were soooo easy (except having to handle difficult customers)... yet i was paid soo much..

here.. things are tonnes and tonnes and more complicated.. yet im paid shit.

haiii.. dont know wad else to say liao..

kill me somebody.

Foodddd

celebrated pa's bday at tung lok at vivo.. bro and sis in law werent there as bro was on reservist.

the food at tung lok is not bad. and, the bill turned out to be lower than expected. about $170 for 6pax and a kiddo. nice :)

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celebrated yufei's bday at sushi-tei china square during fri's lunch.

this plate of sushi is effort by sushi tei. the cost of $10 will go towards helping japan.

these really should be the all time fave of sushi tei... sure must order de... kekeke..

*******

yesterday ate at this jap restaurant in Plaza Sing - Kazokutei. There's this new 'japan stretch' in PS and this is one of the restaurant in that stretch. Their main selling is noodles..

solid sushi.... the rice is big and solid..

tempura set

kimchi pork udon.. nice

order any set and this will only cost $0.99. initially we only ordered one set to try. but it was so tasty, that we ordered another plate. nice.

food is quite good here. but i tot the portion is a little small. total cost abt $40. can try. yum.

JB AgaiN

sat was spent in jb again. this time round, we drove in. big jam, but more convenient and hassle free. juz stay in the car, no need to walk nor stand nor q..

i realised the goods in city sq are no longer that cheap. i mentioned before that the goods there seemingly have the same absolute value as our goods here, but cuz our currency is 2x 'bigger', effectively the goods are half price of ours.

for eg, a pair of shoes cost sgd20 here. over there, it costs rm20. so, effectively, though the absolute value is the same, it is cheaper. but i realised now, the shoes will cost rm40! meaning to say, it's the same pricing now!!!!!

booohhoooo!! no more good shopping in city sq.. :(

anyway, we ate our dinner in seoul garden. rm27++ per pax. still cheaper than sg.

ever tried frying rice on steamboat????

1st u put in the rice....

then break an egg...

stir.. fry...stir.. fry...

add in the shrimps + ham...

almost there...

tada! it can work!! not too bad right!

authentic korean noodle? heh.

also tried out this taiwan beancurd stall. think it's a new stall..

chocolate beancurd. yummmmmm. abt sgd3. not cheap huh.

sunday was spent totally at home.. nice. i always believe the greatest thing on earth is to be able to sleep when u want to sleep. :)

back to work again tmr. jiayou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!