honestly, i really hope i can just throw in the damn letter tmr. 

it's really eating into my personal well-being and making me super unhappy everyday. 

how to work with a bunch of shameless people?

come in late.. take long lunches.. go off early... slack..... and even dozing off at work. not a tinge bit of guilt and taking everything for granted. 

how??

in rome, do what the romans do. 

but... i really really just cannot stoop to that level. i just cant. 

it's super demoralising and imbalance. 

working with them makes me feel stupid.

why am i working so hard and sticking by the common work ethics when NO ONE else does? 

it's a wrong fit, wrong culture, wrong environment. 

i want to go. 

i want to go. 

I WANT TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!