At a conflict.... With myself.... With everyone.. Why are simple and straightforward stuff being made so complicated? Why are there no standardization? No longer know what is right and what is wrong. I have a hunch history will repeat itself. Although I really really hope not. I won't know how to face it.... And how to take it...... 我知道我会崩溃。。 I'm ultra worried. 人心险恶。。。 Pls........ 让我得偿所愿。。。。 Pls..