TimE To PuT To A StoP

im back. im finally back.

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not tt i went anywhere, but i've lost myself for a while. for a long while. i've finally found myself. finally got back on my feet. finally know where im heading. 1nov, tt's the date.

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i guess when one gets older, the determination gets bigger. or perhaps, i've never wanted it as badly as now.

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all these years... there's always 2 things tt r bugging me... it's time to change things and stop them frm disturbing me. the shame... the sorrows.... the self-pitiness......the imbalance..... they all shall come to a stop.

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u know, sometimes, or rather, most of the times, things happen sooo gradually that u failed to realise that there's any difference. it's only when the difference becomes soo significant that you start to be more aware. but by then... it's really tooo late.

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i hope im not too late. but even if im, im determined to change it.

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i believe i can. i've never been so sure about myself b4.

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If I can see it, then I can do it

If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

I believe I can flyI believe I can touch the sky

I think about it every night and day

Spread my wings and fly away

I believe I can soar

I see me running through that open door

I believe I can fly

I believe I can fly

I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down

Sometimes silence can seem so loud

There are miracles in life I must achieve

But first I know it starts inside of me

oh If I can see it, then I can be it

If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

(frm the lyrics of R Kelly's I Believe I Can Fly)

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