aiiiii 

dont know is it PMS... or just genuinely sian.... 

yeah, struggling @ work xia. 

how to truly attain a work-life balance?

and it doesnt help when the boss appears to be picking on us, or perhaps, just me. 

maybe should really just throw and be a stay at home mum.... 

get rid of the maid, do the chores myself, pick the children earlier, cook for them, spend some truly quality time w them, continue my gym regime without having to feel any guilt.....

better than being freak tired and frustrated at every end-day cuz of work to be able to do anything meaningful. 

And if the work load surged due to more submissions and due to manpower down, am I supposed to OT and compensate?? 

And if I cannot OT due to family commitments, are they going to penalise me?? 

aiii... 

i think this mad rush everyday is really taking it's toil on me. 

rush rush rush rush rush.... 

perhaps really time to take a break.... a hiatus..... 

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