super sianz and demoralizing. 

how wrong to start with such a sentence on a friday morning. 

haiz. 

i really wish to be able to get out of this place soon. 

why is it soo difficult?! 

haiz.

救命啊!!!

was i also as unhappy and imbalance before?

不记得了。

但可以肯定的是， 我已不再是我了。

以前的我好像不是这样子的。为什么会变呢？ 是自然长大了？ 还是环境所逼？ 

该怎么样继续呢？

haiiiiiii