oh my... it's really non-stop coughing action! 

been one whole month already.. and... im still coughing!!! seen doc for 4x (or more?)... drank like 3 bottles of cough syrup.. and completed dont know how many doses of drugs..... but..... still the same.... grrrrrrrr

and so, there will be a new scorecard at work. 

honestly, i just hope things dont go wrong, in at least another year time... one year.... at least....please just let me shun shun li li pass this one year..... ***Prayyyy****

seriously, i also dont know how did i survive thus far. come to think abt it, it really is kind of a miracle that im still surviving in the same place. must be some supreme power helping me, somewhere, somehow. 

im proud of myself. really.

but as i stay proud, one side of me just cant help worrying. true that i did managed to climb out of the black hole, but.... it isnt that difficult to fall back in again.... right??

ok... back to the same point.... just pray that nothing drastic will happen in the year to come..... 

jiayou jiayou.... i will make it de...

counting down!