ENOUGH

seriously, im soo frustrated with wad im doing now. im walking toooo much yuan wang lu and bumping my head too much.

1) ask pple for advice.. but pple give me the wrong advice and i gotta amend wad i have done.

2) happily work through my stuff, thinking tt im so smart, but only to realise tt it's incorrect and have to re-do. shld i blame it on the person who did not infm me? or shld i blame myself for not asking??

now wad? ask pple, pple also give me crap. DIY, but also get crap.

is there no better way to learn how to walk w/o having to fall down?

this is real crappy and demoralising. keep having to rework, to amend stuff, to do corrections. and not forgetting the incoming new requests and stuff. dammit!!!

when can i get out of all these??

im super sad and unhappy. how how hoooowww???????????????

and the pay.... in the past still can supplement with OTs, incentives and wad's not and i enjoy calculating how much i'll be getting by payday. but now???? gosh.. this is really getting nowhere.

SAVE ME SOMEBODY!!

and i swear im gonna take it easy. no more cold and lumpy packed food. no more late nites. no more imbalance emotions!

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH