took urgent leave today to nua w the boy at home. 

not nua la, is to take care of him la. 

ytd hubb took leave, so today's my turn le lor.

actually can also leave him with MIL la. but scare MIL cannot cope w 2 boys and also not sure if she can administer the medicine properly or not. 

and this ah di, by right should let him go to school de, since he's ok. but then, without the kor kor, let him go there alone like quite sad, so whenever rayous is away from school, we also never bring didi to school. dont know doing didi good or harm xia.

and we r paying full fee, but only letting didi go on a half day basis. cuz hubb said rayous started full day only around 3yo, so, to be fair, we shld not let didi go full day so soon. 

but then during rayous's time, the program was tailored to be a 3hr program. but now, didi's program is tailored to be full-day program. by shortening it to half day on our own accord, really dont know doing him any harm or not. every day missing 2nd part of the learning in school. umm.. but if put him full day, scare he falls sick frequently also. 

aiyah... really struggle la. 

anyway, this children falling sick thing........ is 

JUST REALLY SIANNNNNNNN 

really lucky still got MIL as 'support unit'. i really wonder what happens to those with no one to help take care, but only the infant care/childcare. every time the child falls sick, have to take leaves ah? how many leaves are there to take xia??? and got understanding bosses and colleagues still ok. else, really struggle one lehh. always urgent leaves and urgent leaves and urgent leaves. 

and after all the toil at home and u r finally back to work, only to find that the load of shit at work hasnt been cleared, but has been piling and just waiting to haunt u when ur back. 

OMGGG

see? these are the problems which govt does not see. ask us to give birth give birth and give birth. but when there are these kind of struggles, who to help???

 1 child also 6days childcare leaves. 10 children also 6days childcare leaves. tell me la, how like that?? if each 1 of them takes turn to fall sick, whole yr no need to work liao!! 

ive always been an advocate of having more children. 

but this thing of children frequently falling sick and not having enough support at work is really detering us, or at least me! 

sighhhhhh