Merry Xmas

Merry Christmas! 

But it really wasn't so merry. 

For the past few days, I was likened to be thrown into a state of depression.

Literally.

Super depress and sad.

I guess it all started some 2 or 3 weeks back when didi fell sick. Then Mil fell sick. Then I had to take urgent leaves. Then back to work and things at work are stuck. Then had a little fell out with my team lead. Then when I tot things are finally back on track, I'm sick! Sick liao still don't dare to take mc. Until I finally buay tahan n took mc on Fri. And yeah, the maid problems also..

 honestly, till now, I'm still not totally well. Still having a runny and blocked  nose, and head still feels heavy. Wanted to c doc again on eve, but clinics were closed.

Siann.

I think I'm overwhelmed. Everything coming at once.

Like I said, I had expected the yr to end swee swee, but it ended up with so many crisis.

Oh. And the damn auntie of the month happened to be this same period.

Worried abt nt enough leaves next yr, worried abt the new maid, worried abt didi starting school, worried abt work, worried abt colleagues.. and w pms and falling sick and not recovering after so many days, how not to get depression, u tell me.

Really super Siann. 

And the pple at work.... sigh. 

Everything is a problem.

Everything is in a mess.

Need some time to sort things out.

When can I have that time and space to truly sort out what I need to sort out?

I guess the only good thing that happened, was i finally had some time to do the hair treatment that my hair deadly needed.

Yeh. That cheered me up a bit for Xmas. 

Ha.