Freaks

you wouldn't know how shitifying it feels, when you are in a two-some team, and your co-worker is away on a good 4mths leave, leaving you to struggle all alone with all the load, and when she messaged you, it was purely to ask you if you will be around in March next year cuz she is planning to take leave during that period. 

what the f**k?

already on 4mths leave now, and cant wait to plan for next year leave already huh? 

it really bloody simply freaks me out.

what the bloody hell had I done wrong to always deserve co-workers like that??!

really f**king sian having to work with pple like that. really f**k shit fed-up in having to cover people NON-STOP.

honestly, being in this new place for almost 1.5years, I have learnt nothing except

1) don't bother to talk to anyone, becuz you wont know when what you said will be spread, in a DISTORTED manner

2) don't bother to build any relationship, because they are just not worth it

3) if you want to be nice, FAKE it. you don't have to do it real

 

and last but not least, at work, no one will protect and help you, there is only you youself and yourself. start saving your own arse!

sad isint it?

yes, that's how sad im now.

all thanks to all the stupid pple at work.