ConFuSeD

I gave up an opportunity today...

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tot i was going for it no matter wad happens.. but... in the end, i still did not..

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i wonder why..

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actually i also have no idea if i really want it...

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so why waste other pples' time and my own time when im not even sure? y deprived pple of the opportunity and seal my own road if im not even sure?

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wait till im super sure then go for it, also not too late ritee?

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but when can i be sure?

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so many uncertainties .. how to be sure?

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it's risky u know..

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tot of consulting pple.. but wad's the use? at the end of the day, it'll only confuse me more. somemore, consulting pple will only give me the chance to blame the pple if 1 day i regret.

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so, no more consultation!

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think abt it urself and make the decision urself.

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wadever happens... YOU WILL TAKE FULL RESPONSIBILITY!

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i believe there will be other chances..

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will i come to a decision by then?

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feel so useless....