CrAzY Day

yesterday 25/4/2009 was a crazy day...did alot of crazy stuff... omg ~

went back to work early in the morning only to know that the system was down. everyone got nothing to do and sat around chatting and slacking. abt 10.30am, they said we can all go off already as the system is not expected to be up anytime soon. wtf??!! made us wake up early on a sat morning, took the trouble to dress up and take transport down, but in the end we did nothing and was made to go back??!! im really pissed... wasted the damn morning juz like that!

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and so, went home after tt as hubb could only meet me ard 2pm after his tuition.. reached home abt 11.30am and there were 2 options: 1) to sleep till the time to meet hubb 2) to go jogging. and..... i did the latter! yes, jogging under the big scorching hot sun!!! shiok! i tot it's pretty cool... haha.. i think im getting mad....

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well, i mean i knew i cannot go to sleep.. cuz i know once i fell asleep, there's no way i will want to wake up and go out again.. and so, jogging seemed like a better option and im glad i did so. hiak~

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went out with hubb to orchard after tt.. went shopped around.. there'r many things which i wanna buy.. but none are necessties.. all r juz extravagant stuff which im thinking of buying to satisfy the shallow side of me. well, afterall, i havent bought anything to pamper myself after taking the bonus.

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tot of buying a bag and a watch. but in the end, did not. ended up getting 2 perfumes. been thinking of buying perfumes all the while, but tot i could do it when i next travel since DFS shops will be cheaper. but ytd, at taka, there was this bags and shoes fare and there was this counter selling perfumes at 60% discount. i know of many shops also selling perfumes at cheaper rate, but im worried they mite be fake or sub-standard goods. now tt they r selling at taka, surely taka will not sell fake goods? and so, bought 2 bottles of 100ml for abt $120. real good deal :)

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hubb was complaining the whole day tt we did nothing that interests him. he's been pestering me to watch 'friday the 13th' .. but i rejected, cuz i really dont wanna watch such movies. and in the end, when we were abt to go home, he came up with this crazy idea which i also dont knw y i crazily followed. ytd was really a nite of silly indulgences.

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we went p_ _ _ _ _ g, d _ _ _ _ _ _ g and s_ _ _ _ _ g! gosh.. i also dont know y we did such stuff.. 2 uni grads.. allowing ourselves to get carried away like that.. haiiii.. i must be so mad. but ytd, i alr clearly told him and myself tt such things will only happen once. it's really unhealthy.. spending the $$ to spoil our health.. wad r we doing??

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anyway, he paid for it since he wanted to do it. haah.. thanks hubb for paying the $$ and let me see sooo many things ~~

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i think with purchasing power, come the desires to do many things. these things, if uncontrolled, will easily become indulgences which u cannot stop doing. i don know y.. but i do feel the change in me. things tt i tot i will not mind, things tt i tot will not bother me, things that in the past i tot is silly and dumb and pointless, things tt the 'past' me will not do, are now making me think if i should do them afterall..

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issit peer pressure? or issit juz the materialistic side of every human beings? and i tot peer pressure will only affect teenagers and the weak-willed.. or maybe, im juz a weak-willed myself..

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i think this is the so-called 'growing up'. i think i already 'level-upped' le. im truly a working adult now.

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有了金钱的来源, 人的虚荣心自然就变大. 要如何控制才不会欲火焚身? 大家都应该好好地反思.
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我们又应该如何才不会成为奢侈品的奴隶呢?

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要如何才能找回那颗最纯朴,最朴实,最与世无争的心呢?

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Still SicK :(

im still sick... that cough.. it juz couldnt go away... there's always this itchiness in the throat... urgh!! i have consulted doc for 2x.. but to no avail.. well, how to recover when i only take the drugs once a day? but then again, how to take the drugs 3x per day when they will cause drowsiness while i still gotta work???? haiiii.... pai mia ahhh pai mia ahhhh !!

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and tt is w/o taking into consideration me working 5ot for this week! and... tmr still gotta work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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and of cuz, all the junkie tt i still ate despite the damn cough!

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gosh.. this is getting nowhere.. i know of this doc who can definitely cure me.. his drugs always do wonders.. but then.. it's not under the panel lehh.. use my own $$ to see doc when im covered... abit dumb rite??

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haii...

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did some mistakes at work tdy.. rather guilty about it..

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shld i confess? or shld i juz pretend nothing ever happen and in the event tt someone found out and i got questioned, i'll juz feign ignorance?

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go confess like abit dumb lehh.. wad for slap ur own face when it's possible tt no one will find out at all??? but then... if someday it's really found out, it'll reflect v badly on me lehhh... feign ignorance is a possible way out.. but then still will be blackmarked de...

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haii haiii ... and more haii....

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pls let the cough go away... maybe then i'll b able to think better....

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SiCk ~

the weather these days..... hot hot hot hot HOTTTTTT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i cant stand it.. it makes my mood foul! urghhh!!!

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and in order to be more reader-friendly, i've removed the messy backgrd. now it's more soothing to the eyes to read my blog le bahh? hiak`

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mc on thurs and fri.. had fever 38.5d on wed nite.. thou subsided on thurs morning, the cough, flu, sore throat, blocked nose still couldnt go away. visited the doc and was given 2days mc. till now, the cough and sore throat are still around.. think tmr need to see doc again as the medicine's finishing. but no more mc.. the 2 mc already did huge damage to my productivity.. think for the rest of the month, gotta OT everyday to boost it back liao ~ haii ~ and sorry bnf gang for last min telling u guys i cannot make it for our gathering.. i really din wanna miss it de.. but really couldnt make it.. sadz ~~

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actually, i only have myself to blame tt i cannot recover well. ytd still ate mac with hubb...... and recently, i have this crazy craving for frog legs. there's this eatery at chinatown tt sells really good claypot frog legs. and, i've been there almost every wk! after much persuasion, hubb relented and dinner with me there last nite, again! the frogs are selling at 3 for 2.. and hubb insisted he'll eat something else from the shop and he will not eat the frog again.. and soo..... i ate 3 frogs all by my own ytd nite !!!!! 2 cooked in black pepper claypot and 1 in gongbao claypot!!!!

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the waiters asked not once, but twice, if we want rice or porridge. now, who the hell says claypot frogs MUST go with rice or porridge??????

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seriously, nothing beats being able to satisfy ur craving when ur craving comes!!!

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after dinner was movie - handsome suit. finally ~

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i seldom fall sick.. and now tt i do.. i finally realised how impt it is to be healthy. only when ur healthy do u have the energy, the mood, the motivation, the heart to do things that u want to do.. once sick, everything is off... regardless of how much u possess, w/o gd health, everything is simply gone.... so pple, do take good care of urselves!!

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now only april, but already attended 2 weddings this year. 1st one was anthony's and the second was jane's. both anthony and wife, and jane are only 2 years my senior... o gosh.. this is soo stressing..

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anyway, the nxt wedding should be my bro's de le... hehehe ~

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so there.. tmr's monday again! a long wk ahead again. jiayou... !

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and pls... can the temperature juz go down a bit?????????!!!!!!!!!

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LonG EasTeR WkEnD

This long wkend'd been an eventful one.. so eventful tt i din even have the time to catch handsome suit..

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took hubb's parents out for dinner on thurs nite.. then fri morning, hubb treated pa and ma to breakfast b4 we headed to tiong bahru market to buy the stuff for grave-sweeping. after tt came home to sleep for a while b4 we headed to vivo to buy my new hp - LG viewty. and after tt was dinner at chinatown with pa and ma again..

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sat morning woke up at 8am+ for breakfast at mac with hubb.. after tt he went tuition while i went hm and sleep.. slept till 5pm+ and attended colleague's wedding at nite..

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and today, is the once-a-year grave sweeping again. how how how time fliessss!!!!

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tmr gotta go back to work again.. and it's gonna be a loong week cuz this sat (and next sat!), we are scheduled to work half day.. haiizz ~

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jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ThouGhTs

watched a number of movies recently. slumdog millionaire, detroit metal city (dmc), shinjuku incident and nxt week, i wanna catch handsome suit ~

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think out of these few films, dmc is the best one. i think with age, entertainment will really mean entertainment. i juz wanna spend the $, go in and enjoy the aircon, the food and of cuz the movie. i think slumdog and shinjuku incident are too 'heavy'. the more i watched, the more stressful i get. dmc is different, juz go in, relax and have a good laugh. doesnt matter if it makes sense or not.. so long i dont have to think abt it and so long i dont have to worry abt gory or gruesome scenes which mite juz appear next. ~

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but thinking deeper, dmc, despite being a comedy, in fact depicts life. the story is about a shy and gentle guy whose dream is to become a pop musician. however, by twist of fate, he became the lead singer of a death metal band.

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on the stage with the make-up and costumes, he's Sir Krauser, the idol and god of countless fans. but once off stage, he's back to his own timid shy guy with a mushroom haircut whom no one had the slightest idea that he in fact, is Sir Krauser. and, of cuz, he hates being Sir Krauser.

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i feel the irony comes when he actually envys his junior who's able to pursue the route to being a pop singer and for having fans when he himself is soooo popular and has tons of die hard fans.

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isnt that life?

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isnt it very often that we envy others but failed to see wad we actually have in hand ourselves? isnt it always the case that we think so-and-so is so much better off me and how great can it be if i can be like so-and-so?

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but, in actual fact, how much do u know so-and-so? how do u know if he is happy? how do u know wad he is undergoing? and most importantly, how do u know that he doesnt wish he was someone else?

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juz like we think Sir Krauser must be a very happy man becuz he's got millions of fans, his career is successful, he's making big bucks.. but ultimately, he's not...

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juz like how much Sir Krauser wanted to be a pop musician but couldnt and ended up being super successful in something which he hates being.. life, isnt it???

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how often can we do wad we really really want to do and who we really really wanna be?

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think abt it...

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very often, ladies around me said they'll wish to be tai-tais.. but will u really be happy when u become one? how much do u know on how much it involves being a tai-tai??

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striking toto and becoming millioniare is the dream of many.. but when u really become one, will u really be happy? how much do u know on how much it involves being a millionaire?

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when u get that slim body, that sleak legs, that long hair, that extreme tan, that big bright eyes, that busty boobs, that sharp nose, that flawless skin, that perfect height............. will u truly be happy? wad makes u think someone who's slim wouldnt wish he/she is fatter? wad makes u think someone who's tall wouldnt wish he/she is shorter? wad makes u think someone with busty boobs wouldnt wish her boobs are smaller? wad makes u think someone with a good tan wouldnt wish he/she is fairer or someone who's fair wouldnt wish he/she is darker???

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we envy rich pple like bill gates, lee kah shing.. we envy beautiful pple like fann wong, farhrenhait.. we envy popular icons like jay chou, stephanie sun.. but.... how do u know they were not wishing they were like commoners like us?????

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the pasture is always greener at the other side of the hill. i think we all should learn to stop thinking abt the pasture at the other side, but start to appreciate the pasture which u are at now.. becuz for all you know, the pple at the other side, is thinking that ur side is better!!

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