Ok, much as I tried to console myself, I STILL HATE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE AT WORK!!

Tell me, how to continue when I'm dreading everything n everyone.

Why do I always have sooooo many problems at work?? Why am I always meeting the wrong pple?????

Maybe I really am not suitable for work. Yes, I am the problem, not anyone else.

I should stoooooop!!!

But I can't.

WTF

specially took one day leave today just to go back to my ex-depts to distribute the wedding cards. 

yeah, both ex-depts are located at the same location now - HDB Hub. so it's kill 2 birds w one stone. hiak hiak. 

it still stuns me how my 2 ex-depts and current dept would all come under the same function and under the same big boss now. 

the world is round, indeed. 

and it has been 4years, since i visited my v first dept. in fact, it's the 1st time i visited them since i left 4yrs ago. lol. 

mixed feelings, really. some things changed, but some things, i guess, just never will change. soo many memories came back, all over again. 

and perhaps, i really should stop complaining and appreciate all that i have. i am really one lucky arse already. 

tmr will be better. jiayou! 

HATE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE @ WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

great catching up w some ex-colleagues over korean bbq... star king @ tanjong pagar. that whole stretch there, where all the bridal shops are, is sooo occupied w korean restaurant lah! 

yeah.. and so that's me.... almost buffet every week..... gosh.. so not correct for someone whose wedding day is near.... 

and what's with the whole world asking me if ive started dieting already..... 

WTH?! 

悼念

to someone who once told me that she used to think that unfinished food are a wastage but she no longer thought so, because unfinished food will not be wasted as bacteria will still feed on them. 

to someone who once commented '人美戴什么都美'.........

起初很生你的气，不明白为什么你会选择这样做，而且还偏偏要在这个时候。

很生气你蒙骗我，过往的潇洒乐观原来都是假的。

很生气你为什么如此就放弃自己，拍拍屁股走，留下一堆为你心碎的人。

后来想想，其实你还是你， 依然那么洒脱，依然那么直接果断。

你的声音一直在我耳朵回荡。后悔为什么那时你出事时，我没有去探望你。

可能冥冥中早已注定这样的结果。也可能你真认为这是最好的结果。

虽然我不苟同，也不明白，但我相信你是对的。

永在怀念中。

姑姑, RIP. 

Hi-Tea @ ShanGriLa

met up w jc friends for hi-tea at shangri-la's rose veranda on last sat. and on the day of meeting, zh messaged to inform that he couldnt make it cause his wife was having contractions. and true enough, zh's bb gal arrived on the night itself!!! hahahah! bb cant wait to join us for hi-tea! congrats zh and jas!

so last week's hi-tea buffet was at shangri-la. 'last week', cuz last last week, i had it at regent hotel with my dear gals (will blog abt that later). hahaha, ok... been 2 consecutive weekends w hi-tea buffets. wowowwowowo. F.A.T!

i personally think that the hi-tea at shang is better than at regent's. the variety is wider w more cooked food. regent is more on dessert and cakes, less on the cooked food. 

DIY smoked salmon caesar salad w prawns. lol 

dim sums n the cooked food - potatoe, fish, chicken.. 

and of cuz... sashimi!!!! what is buffet w/o sashimi man?! to me, oysters and sashimis are a must! but unfortunately, not all buffet serve both, esp for hi-tea. regent, for one, doesnt serve either.

prawn noodles! also the DIY kind... hhahaha. can add many many prawns! 

desserts!!!!! both shang and regent are comparable in terms of dessert choices, but i would still prefer shang. but i realised, as i get older, the sweet tooth like having less and less effect liao. lol. eat abit of sweet stuff and quite reach the threshold already.

and then... more sashimi!!!! whack lah! 

and with my dear jc mates. bee and husband. and jon. =) 

great afternn just to catch up w each other. glad once in a while, we still do meet-up and keep the friendship going. 

and the buffet at shang is really worth it. dbs/posb card w 15% discount. in the end each pax only abt $45. not bad huh. and it's the only buffet which will come to us and offer us complimentary parking. for all rest of the buffets we went to, even when we asked, they will say they dont offer complimentary parking. so quite impressive. recommended!