LuNaR SeVenTh

it's the last day of the month! tmr can turn the calender again le. hahaha..

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and... such coincidence tt 1st day of aug = 1st day of lunar seventh month.

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ok pple, don stay out too late. better go hm early and sleep early yeah!

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Im really tired......
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cant hold out any longer...
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PoliTics

looks like my blog is becoming more and more like a weekly update than anyting else.

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o well.. @ work, things are getting more and more complicated. or maybe, im the one who's again, thinking too much. i don know if it's consider politics... but..... im juz starting to wonder y are pple telling me things.. it's also strange how im becoming more and more like one of the politicians.. all along, i always listen and seldom comment and even if i do, it'll be something netural.. but now.... o well.. wad is becoming of me??

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like wad i say in the prev prev post, it's time to shut up... but.... hard as i try not to be involved, pple are juz continuing telling me things... i wonder what is the intention.. i wonder if what they said is true.. i wonder who is the real 'gd guy'.. i wonder wad pple thinks...i wonder what is going on.. i wonder..i wonder..

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mmmm... but like wad hubb said, unless i hear it myself, i should remain neutral. but.... if i really hear it myself, then tt person gonna be careful. im never someone who will suffer silently. better watch out..

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o well... see? very politics hor? haii... i'm starting to divert away frm my happy-go-lucky aim. i juz want to go to work at the rite time, slowly do as much as i can,own time own target, and knock off at the rite time. but now, it's somehow getting more and more competitive. "slowly do as much as i can" and "own time own target" no longer stand. now is "do as fast as i can" and "own time management's target". ahahhhhh!!!!!

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okay.. relax relax... i don wanna be bothered by all these nonsense le lar. juz put in the best in doing wad i should do can le rite????????????????????? so.. it's time to STOP WONDERING!!!!

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一切完美

只要包容不完美, 一切就会变得完美

very true..... but how much imperfections can one tolerate??? and to what extent to tolerate?

last time the saying was '世上没有丑人只有懒人'.... now the saying is '世上没有丑人只有穷人'....

it's really interesting to know what the power of money can do.

will there be a day whereby money becomes 无所不能 ???????????

WeEk

as of previous post, on wed, i raised the concerns i had with the 2 superiors. basically, i felt tt my ability and effort werent accurately reflected by the productivity reports. long story, but after the talk, there were some changes made. though it's still not totally fair, but at least, it's fair-er. or rather, i hope it's fair-er. anyway, shall c how it goes. and of cuz, since the changes were being made, i must show some improvements. previously i can say it's not measured fairly, but now, i cant say tt much le. so... i hope i werent slapping my own mouth. but then again, if the result is not gd cuz i really did not perform well, then i got nothing to say. but if the result is not gd cuz of the flaw in the assessment system, then i really cannot diam diam and let it be. it's only right to voice out if it bothers me so much, right? anyway, i have confi in myself. i really think i can perform if it's not due to tt flaw in the system. yup. jiayou.

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on the night tt same day, went durian session with my colleagues. though durian is not gd for me and i really shouldnt be touching any, but... it's the durian season lei..... how not to miss? and so, we went for dinner then durian. lol~ think my dept is lacking in this kind of bonding session. been there for almost a yr le, but i remb only one time whereby an outing was organised. and, tt organiser had left the co le. so i guess, besides him, no one else will bother to organise anything for the whole dept to participate le. it's quite sad actually. i wonder if tt's the norm in companies. i tot it's usual for the whole dept to go for dinner, to go chill out, to r&r... so how come no such activities here? weird... but anyway, within the few of us, we kidda agree on once-a-mth outing after work. lol~ c how it goes ya.

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on fri met up with dear jennifer. one of the very very few jc mates im still in contact with. must really put in effort to retain all these frens whom i've met in the diff phases of my life. they r pple who have grown up with me, who have known me for years... so.... cant let them go. :) coming sunday meeting another batch of jc mates. looking 4ward. last met them was last aug?? lol ~~~~

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@ work, i think it's time to juz keep quiet and work. i think recently, i've been talking too much and making too much comments le. really shouldnt be tt way. afterall, u don knw if wad u say is going to affect anyone, so i tink, i better diam diam and juz listen and not comment.

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UnfariNess

I received unfair treatment at work.

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till the extent tt im sooo fully demoralised and imbalance.

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i am so going to reason it out with the superiors tmr.

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they better give me reasonable and satisfactory explanations.

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ok..... say till soooo garang......

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let's juz hope i've got enuff courage to voice out my concerns and raise the issues tmr.

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yes. im so gonna confront them tmr!

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enough is enough.

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it's time to stop suffering silently and pitifully !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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it's time to stop all the unjustice!!!!

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it's time to fight for wad i deserve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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met up with ah min and wl tt day... went ate at sakae sushi @ hfc and after tt dessert at bakerzinn. i think we r simply sinning away at barkerzinn.... the amt of choco and suger we consumed... woowahhh! but it's really super shiok lar. nothing beats eating with pple with the same taste buds.. 正所谓, 话不投机半句多,久逢知己千杯少. lol! after indulging ourselves, went chatting outdoors. chatted till 12am plus.. long long time since we did something like tt. if not for the fact tt still gotta wake up early tmr (and fat boy's constant sms niao-ing me for going hm so late, dammit!), i guess we could have chatted till even later.

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ytd did another crazy stunt. went with fat boy to chinatown. went ate the steamboat there. it's tt kind of yuan-yang pot and the 2 soup bases we chose were tom-yum and 麻辣! stunner ~ tom yum is my all-time fave w/o which, steamboating is crap. as for 麻辣, it was hubb's choice as he never tried b4. yummy, no doubt. but the price tt we paid for, besides the $ literally, was this weird feeling in the stomach tt couldnt go away. i think too spicy liao ~ now suffering frm constipation. lol ~

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but tt's not the stunt tt we did. after steamboating, we went ktv frm 9pm-3am! ai sey! i've not been to ktv since v-day and there's this craving to sing. actually, the k-lunch package is most worthy, but hubb couldnt make it cuz of his tuition sessions. night singing is super ex, we wanted to forgo de, cuz initially, the deal was from 9-12am. but after seeing our hestitation, the person offered us 9pm-4am. then the 2 carrot-cakes kenna the trap and accepted the deal. and hence we k like mad.... sang many songs tt i did not try b4. u know... saving the best for the last is not always the rite thing to do. i left many sammi's song at the back, but by the time, im already too sick to sing. in the end, ironically, did not sing many of sammi's song. we sang till the marginal utiltiy is zero or perhaps even negative. i almost fall asleep in the rm! hence, though the package was till 4am, we surrendered at 3am. phew ~ no more such stunts man.. all was quite well, until we went home and the idiotic boy did something tt pisses me off! or rather, it was something tt he DID NOT do tt made me so angry! urghh!!!! u better remb it and no more nxt time as u said it urself !!!

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ok, lastly, should have blogged on this long time ago... anthony's solemnisation! wahahah.. held at marina mandarine hotel. it's really a grand hotel. i guess one of the grandest i went, if not the grandest~

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with the groom
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my dearest uni mates
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the choco cake is simply yumilicious. melts in ur mouth! ask xh!!
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han and me ~

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jas and ah yan

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ah yan and me

ok, i know im xtra.. trying to act like im holding on to some plaque

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the interior of the hotel
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and finally, with the bride and bridegroom.

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congrats anthony! ur starting the nxt phase of ur life. all the very best!!!!!

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and so... who's next??? mm.. and i tot we juz went for each other's 21st bday party not too long ago~~~

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FeeLiNgZ

suffering from depression for the past few days.. suddenly felt the emptiness in me.. also doesnt knoe y... i guess it's job-related.. somehow work is no longer giving me the satisfaction tt i once had. or maybe my expectation is no longer the same.. or maybe im no longer the same.. or maybe i still hasnt got over it. i guess i have stressed myself too much. aiming to hit the targets, aiming to OT excessively... aiming to achieve this and that... till i got myself sick and drained, both mentally and physically. the 2 days mc din really make me feel better. in fact, it kinda got me worse, till i don wanna go back to work anymore. perhaps going on a long break is a gd idea. perhaps i should stop trying to push myself so hard, to stop trying to prove myself so hard. o well.. i don know...shall juz c how..

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some good news to share. i passed my FTT! yeah ~ everything is going juz the way i want it to be. all thanks to the v efficiency learning centre tt hubb intro me. juz a call and the person-in-charged got me a test date, an instructor, the schedule for my lessons etc. woohoo~ tt's the kind of efficiency i want! so, my test date will be on 29 dec (if nothing goes wrong, pray!). 1st lesson will commence on 17 aug. again, if nothing goes wrong, i will be able to get the licence this year as planned ! woohoo! but tt is of cuz, if i don fail the test. i will try hard de !

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okay, something interesting to share..... courtesy of ah ji.. lol~

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do not use too much time to think of the qn. ans them asap!

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Very tricky math! Note: This must be done in your head only. Do NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator. Try it :

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Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add another 1000. Now add 30. Add another 1000. Now add 20. Now add another 1000> > Now add 10. What is the total?

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Scroll down for answer

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Did you get 5000?

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The correct answer is actually 4100.Don't believe it? Check with your calculator!

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Another interesting one....

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There is a mute person who wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the action of brushing one's teeth he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done. Now if there is a blind man who wishes to buy a pair of sunglasses, how should he express himself?

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He just has to open his mouth and ask, so simple!

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lol~ one last one.... u'll be stunned..

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Count every ' F ' in the following text:

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FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE

SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI

FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH

THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...

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HOW MANY ? WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke. READ IT AGAIN ! Really, go Back and Try to find the 6 F's before you scroll down.

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The brain cannot process 'OF'.

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Incredible or what? Go back and look again!! Anyone who counts all 6 'F's' on the first go is a genius.

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i fell for all 3 questions.... haa.... interesting how the brain works yeah.

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one last findings:

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Olny srmat poelpe can raed tihs. I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs psas it on !!

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Destinated? Or in ConTroL?

on mc for the past 2 days... sore throat, cough, blocked nose, headache................... and...... reluctance to go to work !!

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was playing with little tricia when some thoughts came to my mind. actually, all of us started from the same starting point. be it the whites, the blacks, the chineses, the malays, the indians, the diff nationalities, the diff racials........ all of us... all of us on earth, started off being a little baby. we all started at the same starting pt, but how come each and every one of us has a diff path to take?

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some pple are good at studying. frm young they excel academically and their routes are more or less towards the brighter side. with the scholarships, they become high-fliers and eventually, leaders in their own industries. examples will be pple like our political figures, doctors, lawyers etc. some pple do not excel academically, or maybe do not even possess paper qualifications at all, but they still can earn big bucks. examples will be those v famous hair-stylists, artistes, hawkers etc. some pple r gd looking, then they can become celeb or models or such.. some are not gd looking, but also can become celeb.... most will become commoners like u and me. or at least, me.

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on the darker sides, we have the drug addicts, the rapists, the murderers, the terrorists, the ah lians, the ah bengs, the gangsters, the hopeless.....................

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some pple r rich, some r poor. some r gd looking, some r not. some can excel academically, some cannot. some can excel in life, but some r simply stuck. some r kind, some r evil and wicked. some r healthy, some are unhealthy. some r fat, some r slim. some are smart, some are dumb. some are normal, some are abnormal.

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the pt is.... if all of us started from the same starting point, y then are there so many different destinations and outcomes??? y then are there pple who are on the bright ends, while some are at the dark ends???

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是先天的条件,还是后天的努力??? isit all predestinated??? or issit not?? wad determines wad route one will take??

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looking at tricia, i wonder wad will she be like in future. wil she become someone smart and successful?? or will she be pretty and become famous celeb?? or will she become an ah lian and hooligan? can she control her path? does she have a choice as to which path she wants ? is anyone in control of her path?? if no one is in control, does tt mean, it's destinated???

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can anyone understand wad im trying to say? can anyone get me?? can anyone answer me?

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